Stealing The Bad Boy's Heart

I don't want to feel anything

He put me in his car and I didn't say anything. Honestly, the thing between us is that we fight so much that we don't even bare to say good things to each other. Damn, we don't even say a simple "thank you" to each other.

He went to the other side of the car, opened the door and sat down in the car.

"You could've at least said thank you," he said again trying to fight with me. What's with this guy really?

"I didn't ask you to do this okay?"

Actually, I considered saying thank you to him for everything he did, but not after all of this. That's not gonna happen.

"Oh, so you wanted me to leave you there for you to soak and then freeze to death, huh?"

"Well that was rude."

"And you aren't?"

"And YOU aren't," I said putting emphasis on the word you, showing him he IS really rude when talking to a girl.

"Never mind. I don't even need your stupid thank you."

"Good then," I said turning my head to the window. Ugh he always has to piss me off.

Remember I said that I wanted whatever happened between us to be more than just a dance? Well, I'm taking my words back. I hate him and I don't want that to happen.

NO way.

"Why do you suddenly try so hard to be nice? I really don't get that. You behave like a jerk from the start and then suddenly you want to dance with me, you bring me my ring and you worry about my health? Why are you doing this Damon?"

"Don't overthink, I'm just being a normal human being," he answered without any emotion in his voice.

"Overthink? Me? You just decided to avoid answering that question, because you don't even know why you're being nice. And don't think that if you do one or two nice things that you do to every single girl at our university, I'll just blindly fall for your games...So stop acting."

"If you say one more word, I'm gonna leave you somewhere in the middle of nowhere, wet and without a chance to go back home, so stop talking," he said in such a tone that I kinda got scared, but tried not to show it. After a few seconds his smirked, shook his head and silently murmured, "to every single girl...this girl's dumb..."

"What did you say?"

"Where is your house?" he said in a way that made it seem as if that's what he said seconds ago and he was repeating it for me.

"So, now you're even a stalker?"

"Can't you be serious for a moment?" he said and that really hurt believe it or not.

"Leave me here on the corner, it's not raining anymore anyways," I said in a neutral tone understanding we can't handle each other.

He turned the car to the corner and stopped it. He didn't say anything, but I knew what it meant.

I opened the door and looked at him for a second. He wasn't looking at me, he was just looking at the front and I got the point. I closed the door so hard that I'm sure he understood my anger.

It was dark and I was walking slowly, moreover, I was still in my high heels. I heard a sound of a door open. I turned and saw that it was Damon who opened the door. But why? What was he going to do?

That's when I noticed a car by my side. The window of the car got down and I heard a familiar voice once again.

"Let's go princess."

Of course at this point I didn't want him to be here for sure, but I was so angry for some reason that I knew doing this would make Damon angry, just because they were enemies.

I open the door, look back at Damon once again and sit down in Lucas' car, despite the fact that if I walked for 5 minutes I would reach my house.

"Princess, how are you?"

"Lucas we've met an hour or so ago. Do you think anything changed in me?"

I was feeling really bad. The fact that probably my heart was feeling something again was scaring me. I internally punched myself for not having any heart resistance. Thinking about it now makes me realize that I was probably dating Lucas to forget Damon.

Even though I might feel something right now, I know that this time it's gonna be different. I won't be as weak as I was before. My heart is stronger right now and I am stronger right now.

"Princess are you listening to me? Have you probably lost your hearing while I wasn't with you?"

"Lucas could you leave me here? I just want to walk," I said being disgusted by his voice. And it's only been a couple of seconds.

"Okay okay I'm sorry. I won't say anything anymore. I'll be quiet."

I think he got the fact that I didn't want to talk to him.

"No, just stop the car. I need fresh air," I said almost opening the door.

He stopped the car knowing I would open the door even if he didn't. If I decide to do something, I will do it no matter what.

"Thank you Lucas," I said closing the door behind me.

I needed time to think. I just didn't know what was happening to me. Is it my destiny to be constantly involved with Damon and then be hurt? It's not a fact that I will be hurt in the end, though I'm not sure. He doesn't ever get involved with his emotions and that's what I would want, if I decided to be with him. I hate when people play with emotions and sometimes I even think that's the worst thing to do in the world after killing someone, of course.

My phone vibrates and I take it out of my bag to see who remembered about me existence.

From: Matt

Did you get home safely?

I type a quick yes and then just put it back in my bag. I know that at this point he doesn't care about me for sure. I just have to cope with the fact that he has Brittany by his side and I'm the second place.

My phone vibrates again and I decide whether or not to take it out of my bag. Right now I don't feel like talking to anybody. My curiosity doesn't let me think about anything else.

From: Demon

Are you at home?

Reply: Why do you care anyway.

From: Demon

I don't.

That's the problem. That you never care and you never will. That's how you are.

I walk for a couple of minutes and finally reach my front door.

I want to open the door, but don't get the opportunity as someone grabs my wrist.

"You're so stubborn. Why aren't you answering my texts properly?"

I don't want him to do this, to worry about me or just do things that would make me overthink them. At the end, I'm gonna be the only one hurt.

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Published on 15.12.18