I'm awear that this book is bad but at this rate I don't really care, read it if you like it's mainly about a girl who's zachs sister and she has decided to go and visit her little brother zachh.
A/N if you are sensitive of the topics such as self harm and suicide, be cautious while reading or just don't read this chapter.-Anni🥀
(Victoria's POV)
I woke up the sun just rising, I knew it was really early. I checked my phone, the time displayed being 5:48am. I got out of bed and got dressed, putting on:
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I take a watch, I then call an uber. I walk downstairs leaving my phone in my room, I then walk outside making sure I have the keys to my house. I see the uber pulling up so I go to it and get in, I sat down and closed the door.
"Good morning" the driver said. "Good morning" I said back with a smile. "We are going to(random address)?" he asks. "yes we are" I replied, he then started to drive. "How are you this morning?" he asks politely. "I could be better, and you?" I replied. "I'm doing alright, what has happened to not make this a good morning?" "Well, I have been having some anxiety" I lie with a sweet smile. "Oh well I hope it gets better, we are here now" he says stopping. "Okay, let me get my money" I say digging into my pocket. "No need it's on me" he smiles at me. "Thank you" I smile at him, I got out and walked into the new house.
It was nice, I liked it. I found my camera in here, I must have left it here a while ago. Its my first ever camera, I looked at my old photos. I found one of me, my dad and one of his friends.
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I always thought that his friend was shady, would he do this though? *flashback* "I wonder what it would be like to kill an innocent child" he said under his breath. "Do you want to go for a drink?" my dad asked his friend. "Sure, wait for me outside" he said and my dad left, I just sat there playing with with my toys. "Come here Daniella" he said to me, I got up and did so. "Yes" I said, and he then started to choke me. He heard footsteps and stopped, and my dad walked in. "let's go" my dad said. "yeah okay" he says and they both leave, I sat there crying. *end of flashback*
Maybe he would, he tried killing me when I was 4. I shake it off, I find another camera and decide to record a cover of a song. I turn the camera on and start to record. "Hi guys it's Victoria here, today I'm going to do a cover of the song Hold on. It has just touched my heart so much, and I know how he feels. I'll get right into it." I say, I strum my guitar and start to sing.
"Loving and fighting Accusing, uniting I can't imagine a world with you gone The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of I'd be so lost if you left me alone
You locked yourself in the bathroom Lying on the floor when I break through I pull you in to feel your heartbeat Can you hear me screaming "please don't leave me"
Hold on, I still want you Come back, I still need you Let me take your hand, I'll make it right I swear to love you all my life Hold on, I still need you
A long endless highway, you're silent beside me Drivin' a nightmare I can't escape from Helplessly praying, the light isn't fadin' Hiding in the shock and the chill in my bones
They took you away on a table I pace back and forth as you lay still I pull you in to feel your heartbeat Can you hear me screaming, "please don't leave me"
Hold on, I still want you Come back, I still need you Let me take your hand, I'll make it right I swear to love you all my life Hold on, I still need you
I don't wanna let go I know I'm not that strong I just wanna hear you Saying baby, let's go home Let's go home Yeah, I just wanna take you home
Hold on, I still want you Come back, I still need you"
Once I finished singing I had tears in my eyes. I just miss everyone, my old self, my grandfather, everyone even my parents. "That's it for today guys, bye" I say with tears running down my face, I turn the camera off. I walk outside with my camera, I sit on the grass. I take my camera and start to take pictures, I then put it down and look at the city in front. I sat there for at least 3 hours, the sun was slowly setting so I got up and started to walk towards the why don't we house with my camera.
(Zach's POV)
Victoria has been gone for the whole day, I'm so worried. "Bro, are you okay?" Jonah asked me as I was staring into space. "No, it's dark. Victoria is still gone, she doesn't have her phone with her. She could be hurt Jonah" I say as tears run down my face. "Don't worry she is going to come back soon" Jonah says. "How do you know Jonah?" I say while sobbing. "She is a strong person I don't think she will get hurt" Jonah reassures me, as I just sob.
(Victoria's POV)
I was on the road that the why don't we house was located on, I slowly walked towards the house. I get the house key and open the door, I walk inside to see Zach on the couch sobbing and Jonah comforting him. They heard the door open and shut, so they looked to see me. Zach instantly got up and ran to me, he just hugged me as I just stood there. He sobbed getting my jacket wet, and I decided to hug him back. I'm not the one to give comfort, but he is my brother so. "Don't leave again, please" he mumbled into my shoulder as he sobbed. "I can't promise that Zach" I say to him. "Why, why can't you?" He asks me. "I just can't Zach" I say as he looks at me. "I want you to" He says as he looks at me. "Zach I really can't" I say and walk towards the stairs, as I walk on to the first step of the stairs. "Why, Just tell me" he says with his voice slightly raised. "Zach, I can't. It's for the best, I can never promise to not leave you. I don't want to leave but I have to, so please stop" I say calmly to him and walk up my room closing the door and locking it. I walk to the bed, I sit on it and I start crying, the crys were silent.
(Zach's POV)
I sit back on the couch next to Jonah. "Jonah I don't know why my sister is like this, I get so worried about her" I say to him and put my head in my hands. "I know you do, but she isn't going to tell you. And you can't do anything about that" Jonah says as he rubs my back. "I just want to help her, she has cutting herself. She has hurt herself, I don't what to do" I mumbled in to my hands. "Okay what?! After that whole statement you have no idea what she could be doing!" Jonah says a bit loudly, I stand up quickly and run upstairs.
(Victoria's POV)
I heard Jonah and Zach talking downstairs, so I took the pills and took them all. After a moment I felt really dizzy, I heard someone running up the stairs, and then they broke down the door. I saw it was Zach through my half closed eyes, he came to my bed and picked me up. He put me on his lap and the rest of the boys ran in with Christina. "Omg Victoria, please stay awake" Zach said while sobbing, everything was leaving my sight slowly. It all went black.
