There was this girl she thought she knew everything, turns out everything was just beginning for her. She was dreaming big with her head in the clouds. Not knowing that her life was just starting. She thought it was simple. She would graduate, move out and go to college. At college she would find love and then later start he career and live happily. She forgot she was only in high school and she couldn't control the world. She couldn't prepare for relationships, disasters, failure or herself. She gets all these thoughts all the time doubting herself on all she does. She tells herself that she is ugly and stupid. She doesn't see her true beauty even when family and friends reassure her on a daily. Some days for her are good while others are bad. She tries to love herself and spread that love to all she cares for. She tries to help everyone, but inside she knows she can't. So right now she focuses on herself and her education. Might seem selfish, but she needs some time to find herself, and take care of her only. She doesn't need the stress of others.
