This is going to hold little things I happen to write or think of. That being said understand that this is all just what comes to me. There isn't necessarily a rhyme or reason. It's just a look inside my mind
So if you talk to me I'm normally a pretty chill and sweet person. You need to realize that it's a mask I wear to seem ok. There's are people who see past it, but can't even then see the truth.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
I'm worthless. I am useless. I hate myself. I'm never good enough. No matter how hard I try I fuck something up. If I enter your life it will go to hell. Being born was an accident. I should just die. There is no point in me existing. I will never truly be loved. I don't trust myself. I'm broken and can never be fixed. I'm wrong for wanting to be happy. For anyone who has ever cried for me....don't waste your tears. I'm a pathetic fucking loser, an idiot. I'm a waste of space.
I'm always hurting, but you'll never know. I tell the biggest lie when I say I'm ok. Truth is I genuinely believe what I said. There's no point in caring about me because I'll somehow find a way to hurt you, especially if I don't want to. Every time I've ever been hurt I've always believed I deserved it. I'm a fucked up person with a fucked up mind and shattered heart. I act all confident and like I'm the shit, but like I said, it's all an act.
