"Are you glad to see her again?"
"Maybe. Why did you put on an act as if you didn't know her? You knew all about me and her, she's the one that doesnt know you." I walked with my head buried in my scarf.
"I don't know. I feel like she wouldn't like it if she knew." Jimin kicks a stone.
"Honestly, I'm really messed up right now. My head tells me that I made that deal because I want to take revenge. I want it to be my turn to dump her..."
"... but it feels weird." the red man flashed and we both stopped.
I look over at my hyung and he breathed out, "It was the same with me and Dahyun. Remember?"
"How could I not remember? You used me and pretended to be gay." I snorted.
The green man lights up and we marched ourselves to the Family Mart, both of our moods brought down by our past.
Both of us, we dated other idols, unlike other hyungs. Other hyungs dated people out of the entertainment circle. Of course, this led to our scandals being the heaviest.
But 5 years ago, when I wasn't even an idol yet, when I was just a mere trainee, my scandal had already blew up.
It was expected, the famous leader of Tr-iX Park Haera, who didn't know her? Tr-iX was just second only to SNSD noonas.
"... so? What flavour?"
I snapped back to reality, "Mwo?"
"Strawberry? Banana?" Jimin raised two bottles of milk.
"I'll take strawberry, gomawa, hyung."
He put up an "okay" sign and went to pay for the milk while I exited the store.
On the way, I accidentally bumped into someone and the chewing gum bottle in her hands dropped.
"Joesonghabnida." I apologise, quickly picking the bottle up while pulling up my mask.
"Don't bother with the mask, Jeon Jungkook." a pair of fair hands snatched the bottle from me.
"It's not like I will burst your eardrum screaming your name in your ears asking you for your signature." the slim girl with red hair says coldly.
I stood up and put my hands in my pocket, "Did you dye your hair? I thought you didn't like red."
She turns slightly pink and flipped her hair, "People change, Jeon Jungkook."
Looks like this doesn't work on her.
"So its Jeon Jungkook now. What happened to Kookie?" I smirked.
"Shut up and be on your way." she throws a piece of gum in my mouth and brushed past me toward the coffee section.
A can of latte and a strawberry roll.
Jackpot.
"Jungkook, let's go." Jimin says.
"Did the cashier ask for your signature? You took so long."
Jimin pulled a face, "I had to sign 4 albums. She had her friends' albums. Does she carry them around 24/7?"
I chuckled, "You never know."
<———{{
"Suga hyung, for this bar which one is the one where we have to emphasise?"
Without even looking, he says, "Third word."
"Okay." I say and prepared leave.
"Hey you rude shit, what mist you say after your elder help you?" Suga scolded, eyes still on his screen.
I turned, "Ah, gomawa hyung."
Just then, an ad popped up halfway through Suga hyung's search and he groaned in frustration.
My eyes sparkled as a flawfless face fills the screen, followed by a back view with flowing hair. She turns her head and says gently, "Love never disappears. Rolve, the perfect fragrance of love."
Love never disappears, huh? You said it yourself, noona. I will show you that this statement that you said, it can be so true.
"Hey get out. Why are you still here? Are you a pervert? Why are you staring at the girl in the ad?"
"She— nevermind. Joesonghabnida, hyung." I bowed and shuffled out of the door.
Only Jimin knew. He was closest to me.
Its not that I dont trust the other hyungs, it's just, I don't think they would understand. After all they date people that are not idols or popular. Unlike Jimin or me.
I'm starting to think, is it bad to start chaisng after noona again? Should I try dating someone out of the entertainment circle? Would it make things easier.
It might, but my heart won't allow it, it keeps telling me, "No, you cannot let go of her. You waited for her for 5 years, she will be your first and last love."
I'm so confused. Am I doing this to get my revenge to dump her back or to get her back again? What exactly am I trying to do?
Unfortunately nobody will answer me so I have to see how crazy I go and what I do.
I tell people I made the deal to dump her back, but my heart tells me otherwise.
<———{{
"You're just a little kid, Jungkook. Why do you want to date me? You're 14 and I'm 17. I debuted already." she laughs
"Little kid? Is this how you see me, noona?" I towered over her.
"If not? What are you?" she looked up and raised an eyebrow.
"I'm 14 but I'm already taller than you. I'm going to keep growing, noona." I put one hand on the wall behind her.
"Even so, why would I date you. Can you capture my heart? My stage name is Heart, but I'm quite heartless myself." she runs her hand through her brown curls.
BAM!
"Really, noona? I can lock you in like this and kiss you... would your heart not go crazy?"
"Jungkook let me out, I have a sound check to attend to." she says as she glanced at the clock.
"You do? Let me give a little encouragement." I said, lowering my head, intending a kiss.
She pushes my lowered head away, "How about no? Gotta go!"
Ducking under my arm, she disappears around the corner, and I thought, "How can a girl have so much charisma? It's drowning me."
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mmmhmm. this is pure quality ok. i wrote this one the plane with 2 fucking people snoring at my ear.
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