Pain || taekook

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a gush of wind swept across taehyung's head causing his hair to flow lightly. his skin was soft and had a honey glaze tone. his lips were pink and pouty but stern. his eyes were soft but sad.. he was undeniably beautiful and jungkook couldn't help but fall a bit for the boy sitting next to him.

"you're so pretty hyung.." jungkook says not realizing he said it out loud and not in his head. taehyung looks at the boy.. a light tint of pink grows across his cheeks. "thank you jungkook."

jungkook's face turns a deep red shade, "ah.. we should go back to class now.." jungkook laughs embarrassed. taehyung nods as he gets up looking down at the boy.

"what?? i-is something on my face?" jungkook covers his face with his hands. "mm you're just pretty cute." taehyung shrugs before walking to class.

jungkook squealed inside. his heart was pounding as his cheeks were hurting from him smiling so hard. taehyung stops to look back at the boy who was currently giggling. taehyung smiled.

maybe you could change me jungkook just maybe.

"come on jungkook let's go." taehyung yells and jungkook snaps out of his fangirling moment and runs up to taehyung.

"who knew you could be so nice hyung ehehe." jungkook skips a bit ahead of the older.

taehyung hadn't had a friend since middle school because his friend moved away, let alone a relationship of-course. so it was different to have someone's affection more so attention. it was different very different. and taehyung couldn't help but become a little bit addicted to this affection. except it was only jungkook's that he had enjoyed. he was a bit worried on where this was going.

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"sorry we took so long." jungkook laughs. "it's okay you're here now." mina smiles a bit flustered. mina has taking a liking to jungkook. he was cute and fluffy as she would think. a perfect boyfriend she thought.

"sit here." taehyung says pointing to the seat beside him. jungkook nods shyly.

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taehyung notices how jungkook was being quiet the whole time. "are you okay?" taehyung's voice was deep as he whispers into jungkook's ear sending chills down his body. "..'m feelin 'ittle.." jungkook whispers back.

taehyung didn't really know what to do. "ah.. do you need jimin?" jungkook shakes his head. "what do you want?"

jungkook points shyly towards taehyung. earning a soft chuckle from the older, "you can't have me. i'm a person you know. not an item." jungkook pouts a little bit crossing his arms.

taehyung subconsciously pets jungkook's head. "yah kim taehyung.. i haven't seen you ever give someone affection. who is this i see ?" a boy with silver hair walks into the classroom.

"who are you?" taehyung tilts his head a bit. "i'm offended. it's yoongi. min yoongi." yoongi laughs a bit. taehyung's eyes widen, "oh shit.. how've you been?"

"could be better i guess. i see you are doing good though." yoongi smirks. "ahh you're one of the kids i ran into." yoongi says pointing to jungkook.

jungkook gulps and nods. "you know him?" taehyung asks looking at yoongi. "no.. i ran into him and his friend." yoongi shrugs. "jimin.. i think it was."

"huh?" jimin looks up after hearing his name. "ah yes you." yoongi says smiling towards the younger. jimin blushed, "w-what about me.."

"don't worry kid nothing bad." yoongi shrugs looking back at taehyung. "taehyung i need to talk to you."

taehyung nods as he walks out. "are you okay?" yoongi asks as he crosses his arm looking at the younger. "i'm fine. why?" taehyung shrugs.

"i've heard about you. why are you hurting yourself kid?" yoongi looks worriedly at the younger. "look yoongi hyung.. i know you knew me then but it's different know. i'm not the same okay." taehyung sighs.

"taehyung you are my friend. i don't care if we haven't talked in forever. i'm still here for you. you are one of the few people i actually give a shit about so come on. why are you getting into so many fights and having them hurt you? whose this kid ? are you trying to get him to hurt you too? i've heard you've done that before. led a kid to hurt you." yoongi huffs.

"it isn't like that. and hyung.. its not really something i wanna talk about. it's whatever." taehyung shrugs again. "i already heard about your family.. i'm sorry for your loss. if you need help with rent or something i'll help you okay?" yoongi pats the other's shoulders.

"i'm fine." taehyung looks away feeling his whole body go weak and numb. he hasn't talked about his family and what happened since the incident. it's been 7 years since then.

after the loss of his family taehyung moved from daegu to busan. he had to leave. everything there reminded him of what he no longer had. happiness. home. family.

taehyung allows people to hurt him so he doesn't hurt himself. he has thought about suicide a lot. but who is he to take the very life his precious parents gave him. he couldn't do that to them. no matter how much he hated living he couldn't be selfish. so he decided to have other people do the damage.

taehyung doesn't allow people in. he believes he doesn't deserve to be happy. he doesn't deserve to even breathe because his family no longer has that luxury. so when jungkook came in and started worrying for the older it hurt him a bit inside as much as he didn't act on it it really affected him. jungkook still does. taehyung can't find the courage to just tell him to fuck off.

his pretty doe eyes and his cute pouty lips. his dark brown hair that is swooped over his forehead.. every-time taehyung looked at the boy he found more reasons to change. but ... he knows he doesn't deserve it. he doesn't deserve love. he doesn't deserve anything good.

"ehh to bad i don't believe you. looks like you're going to live with me now. i have a stable job that pays decent money. so get your shit together and come move in. i won't take no as an answer." yoongi chuckles.

"hyung.." taehyung starts but yoongi shushes him. "ah shut the fuck up. i know i'm so sweet. see you after school."

"hyung why are you heading into my class?" taehyung laughs. "that jimin kid.." yoongi shrugs.

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"ah jiminie." yoongi says as he sits next to jimin very closely. "y-yes hyung?" jimin answers nervously. yoongi to others looked scary so jimin was shitting bricks at the moment.

"i'd like to get to know you." yoongi smirks as he pets jimin's head. jimin reddened, "huh... w-why?" yoongi pinches the boy's cheeks, "i think you are really cute and i'd be dumb if i didn't try to get to know you."

jimin a full blown tomato fiddles with his shirt, "hyung i'm boring. i'm sure there is someone else that'll be better for you." in all honesty jimin just didn't want the older to find out about him being a little. he'd probably judge him mainly bully him.

"mm.. i don't think so. i choose you." yoongi lifts jimin's chin as he brings it to his face. "maybe you and your friend can help taehyung move into my place hm ?" jimin pouts, "y-you're s-so close hyung."

"ahhh jiminie," yoongi clutches his chest, "you're so fucking cute baby boy."

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do y'all like the personality i gave yoongi:))