Marvel one shots

Bucky barnes x reader

It was just another day at the tower for everyone else but you were having flashbacks from the most recent mission you went on and you were your room in the corner rocking yourself with your knees to your chest trying to quiet your sobs and then there was a knock on you door
"Y/n can I please come in I need to know if your ok I haven't seen you all day and I'm worried"
"Please go away buck I don't want to talk about it"
You waited until he went away but then the door opened and you realized he picked the lock gosh darnit
"Leave me alone buck"
"I'm not leaving until you tell me what's wrong, you help me with nightmares all the time so it's my turn to take care of you so please tell me what's wrong y/n."
"It's just I have ptsd and you know the last mission I went on with Tony and Steve?"
"Yeah"
"Well what you don't know was that the man who tested me caught me and tried to make me come back and work for him and if I didn't he would find you and kill you but you know I wouldn't work for H.Y.D.R.A by choice so it was just a living hell for me until Steve finally found me and but now it's really getting to me and I don't know what to do buck."
" come here "
He pulled you on his lap and rocked you as you cried on his chest. He ran his fingers through your hair to calm you down and once you stopped crying you looked up at Bucky and he gave you a small smile in return.
"How did you live through that for 70 years and I'm making a big deal about being held captive for few hours. Buck I'm so pathetic I'm sorry."
" y/n your not pathetic don't say that you have a right to be like this besides they hurt you and I know how it feels so don't feel ashamed and to answer your question I don't think I really did make it through the 70 years because I am a totally different person because I use to be a total ladies man and now I'm the monster who everyone fears."
" no your not that wasn't you that was HYDRA you had no choice." 
A silence fills the room as you sit there looking at each other for a while
" hey y/n?" Bucky asked barley above a whisper
"Yes buck?"
" I-i just can't take it any longer i just really like you and I understand if you don't feel the same but would you like to go dancing sometime maybe?"
You smile
"I would love too buck." You said looking at his eyes then to his lips as he does the same and he smirks and you look down hiding your blush
He lifts your chin up with his index finger and stares into your eyes
" can I kiss you" he asks barley above a whisper
"Yes" you say also barley above a whisper
He closes the gap and then your lips connect for two small kisses then one that lasts until you need to come up to breathe.
"Wow" you breathe out "I've been wanting to do that for so long"
" me too. "
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This is old and has been sitting in my drafts for a really long time so I thought I would just post it bc why not haha. I know it's bad and there are probably some errors but I wrote this so long ago so yeah.