I rub her hair as she sleep in my shoulder.
She's sleeping as if everything's alright..
We're here in the garden, sitting in an old woody bench, in the middle of the night..
My eyes was about to shut when suddenly her head moves down..
I touch her chin to move her head up..
"Eun Mi?"
My hands are already shaking, trying to wake her up..
"Eun Mi, wake up.. not now please?"
I begged
I continued waking her up but I got no response..
I put my finger under her nose..
Then I closed my eyes and tears started to flow..
She's not breathing anymore..
All I could do is to hug her..
I hugged her and put her head in my chest..
My memories with her flash backed.
"I'm sorry Eun Mi.. I'm sorry.. I love you.. please don't leave.."
I whispered to her and kissed her hair.
I hugged her very tight..
I don't want to let go of her..
I-
...
I opened my eyes and a dark room greeted me..
It's a dream..
The dream I've been dreaming of hundred times..
I sat, my back and head resting on the head board of my bed..
My palm on my face..
It still hunts me..
My tears are running down my cheeks..
"I'm sorry.. if only i-"
I didn't finished it because I'm crying hard..
If only I told her what I'm dying to say..
"I- i love you Eun Mi.. and I'm so-sorry.."
Regrets filled my heart..
If only I told her how much I care for her..
If only I told her how much I love her..
"Please come back.."
I said between my sob.
If only I could go back in time..
If only I could Bring Her Back..
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author's note
sorry for the prolouge!
I promise i'll do great for the next chapter.
mianhae~
-Hee Rin
