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venting thru my characters is my only coping mechanism

shitty grammar is intentional thanks

fear is a natural human response crafted by years and years of evolution thats thats tha

that's what they say

years and years of work should result in a refined craft not me clawing my chewed-up fingertips against the relentless cave walls that enclose me, hiding me from whatever light is out there

its not safe in the cave and its not safe outside and i cant sleep i cant sleep i cant sleep

my words repeat endlessly in my mouth echoing in my hollow skull and the cave walls one and the same, trapping me in my own noise, the same haunted voice i always hear

nonononononon

nonononono

                  nononono

and


sorryimsorryimsosorryimsorrysosorrysorry

                                            sorrysorryohimsorryimsorrysorryimimimsorry


icanticantcantiiiiiicanticantnoicantpleaseicantno


thankyouthankthsankthanskthnkdjyouthankyohhtaydbyou


babbling

helplessly


a child alone in a cave fear is his worst enemy and he cant stop being afraid but hes fine hes fine hes fine hes fine hes fine hes fine


he should stop complaining

the cave is all in his head but the cave is his head, the very thing that traps him is the very thing that made the trap. He may have made it himself, but he doesn't know how to escape the trap.

without

breaking

his

skull

open



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