I loved him More

One of those days

There would be times where I used to play around with Olivia.. but today since, she was being awfully clingy and rude to others. That I was actually wanted to break up with her... but I was too scared she might kill Herself , or hurt anyone else'.. so I said nothing.. just... nothing.. but I waited. Until Olivia walked with me home one day, then I started noticing Olivia was biting her own skin and looked at me with the most dead expression on her face.. "so Olivia i- What the hell are you doing? Stop chewing your skin! " her body had no motion and she said no words.. just acted like everything was normal again. "so anyway! " and went back to holding my hand again as normal.. "Olivia, is everything alright? You're acting a little strange... " as I asked her that question, her smile faded and her eyes darkened.. "Yea.. I'm perfectly fine... why, Baby? " as for me, I still said nothing about my thoughts.. but her, she always looked like something was on her mind.. "Baby.. can I see your arms and stuff? "Olivia's face changed yet again.. this time, terrified and concerned.. she quickly retracted and went " What? What type of Freak are you?! Do you think I cut myself? " the fury in the voice then changed to tears falling down.. "I'm sorry... I don't like yelling at you.. " I then asked her again.. " Olivia.. can you show m-" "Noah.. I can't help myself.. I did it ok..? "
She lifted her sleeve and all I saw... was deep cuts.. many looked new...but the red was just too much.. "What... why are you doing that? Stop! " she then replied.. "I cut myself to see myself bleed.. it's for fun to me.. " the only thing I was thinking was to tell someone... but I couldn't say anything.. I didn't wanna be worried.. so I kept her secret mine...