random is my middle name.

Its a special day today

I had no idea today was such a special day until a while ago, when my sister sent me something.

(Ignore the usernames) so yes, it is was today last year that Jonghyun left us all. I have so many mixed feelings about it.

First. I know I will most likely never feel the pain Shinee's fans have. I never really listened to SHINee until recently, but still respected them. I had no idea about Jonghyun's death, but I know so much more about him now. I know he was such a hard-working and kind person, who always strived to make everyone happy. He was super admirable, and I feel so sad that he felt he wasn't good enough.

Second. I feel even though Jonghyun's passing creates such a difference, he is and still will forever be a member of SHINee. Instead of dropping the whole group because we lost him, we should continue to support SHINee. They are all so talented and work hard, and it's waste to pay no attention to them just because Jonghyun is gone.

Third. Since his death, i wanted to know more about him. One thing I recently found was that Jonghyun had written a book, and from what I hear about it, I really want to read it. However, there seems to be no official English translated copy out there. It's sad because I really wanted to read it.

Those are a few of my thoughts on Jonghyun, and let's continue to support SHINee.