People say never to loose hope. But does that happen?? No...not with me. I have completely lost hope dat sumthng ll happen...sumthng dat I wnt..so desperately.
IT is dat feelng yu get..wen yu fall off a cliff n yu cn see around a lot of trees of which yu cn catch hold of it..bt den your eyes move south n yu see d depth d distance yu r going ro fall into..dats wen d fear n hopelessness settle in...dats wen yu dun even yu try to catch hold of anythng to save yourself...dats wen yu lose every iota of hope...n yu choose to die jus like dat!!
Nothng matters...ind end its jus wht your elders wnt of you...what your parents want you...their expectations...they cn make decisions bout you n your life..n yu dun hav a say it!!
its just so disgustng..so irritatn..its lyk der z no feelng remaing within you...its jus der.. lying..hopeless..awaiting d final call.
