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Its my birthday today...n my phne z off..kisi ka wish nai mila...miss krri apko pnk...m so lonely widout yu...boht mann krra aap se baat krne ka yrr..bt nai krskti..lyf z so stupid

Apke milkr jaane baad rhna aur zyada mushkil b hogaya...asan b hogaya...boht yaad ati...kbi khushi hoti h boht k mil kr gaye...

Roz humare sath k moments yaad aate h...humara ladna boht miss krti....abhi b sochti k hum sath the tb hum ye krna chaiye tha mei tko ese rply krna chaiye tha ese wese aur intrstng aur memorable banana chaiye tha humare sath ko...

Khud pr gussa ata mei itna chup thi..kuch boli hi nai zyada..pata nai tko kitna boring laga hoga...

Aaj pata nai aaj tune muje call kiya tha ya nai wish krne k liye....phn off rkhi thi..agar baat hoti humari to idk mere pas utni strength h k mei phr se chhodu baat krna..isliye phn off ki thi.....aur phr on rhta n apka call nai ata to muje boht hurt hota...isliye off ki...

Yrrr pata nai tu kese handle krra h....tu boht gussa hoga merese...dhoka deri smjra...m so sorry...mei apke samne nai bolskti thi aur phr aap merese milne aaye to mei kese apka mood khrab krskti thi??

Yrrrr boht gandi hori hu mei..kamini boht...use ki sbko..

Mko aymen smjhai..dikhai mko k yaha srf mei mera sochri hu...na tera na parents ka...mei kahi se b buri nai bnna chahti n isme mei boht buri bnri n teri lyf khrab krri...

Tu yaha aaye to boht boht pitai hogi apki...n wese nai hone deskti...n phr hum sath b rahenge to muje pata h hum khush nai rhskte...thode din rhnge khush...lkn long term me mko pata h khush nai rhskte...

Hum dono me undrstndng nai h..mei comprises nahi krti...hum dono hi mature nai h...I really hope tu muje kbi maaf krde mei jo ki apki sath...abhi nai krpaoge shayad..baad me kbi krdena pls....

I really love yu lots..

Pls umeed chhod do k kuch hoga humare bch....muje pata h aapko abhi b umeed h...mei parents ko hi choose karungi shona..m sure of dat...I cnt leave dem....mei 3 saal ki relationship k liye 22 saal ka relation nai tod skti....

Mei b wahi hu unhi ldkiyo me se jo end me dhoka dedete h...m sorry...

I hav decided to move on....its painful bt dhire dhire smbhlna aara h...n phr fiancee b hlp krra h....

I jus hope k tu khush rahe thk rahe tko koi problm na aaye....

I olso hope k end me tu pata nai kese bt tu mera hojaye...meri shaadi tujse hojaye...hum sath rahe...dil krta h k esa ho...bt I knw..esa nai hoga kuch b...aap boht dur jachuke h merese.....Allah madad kare hum dono ki....

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