inside the mind of someone who works so hard to keep up her happy persona to fit in with her very happy family.
what will happen when she is assigned to a group project with nothing but the 'bad boys'?
Waking up this Monday morning I'm immediately hit with the realization that today's going to be terrible.
First...
Day ...
Back...
To...
HELL....oops... i mean
School
Fortunately for me it's not my first day going there or I'd probably be hiding under a rock right now.
I get out of bed then.... get back in bed for a couple hours until my alarm goes off letting me know its actually time to get up.
6:45 A.M.
I get in the shower and use my rose scented body wash and shampoo to do the necessary things i needed to do.
25 mins later
As I get out I look into the mirror disgusted with what I see, knowing I'll never be good enough for anyone. I spend about 5 minutes there just criticizing every little thing about myself.
When I finally come to my senses and realize I didn't pick out myself some clothes, I go into my closet seeing that its almost 7:30 and I still have to pick up my crazy best friends.
After throwing my clothes around the room for an unreasonable amount of time I finally find something deemed good enough to wear on the first day.
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Rushing, I throw on the 'adorable' outfit, shoes and accessories, apply makeup as quickly as i can, spray myself with my rosy scented perfume and run down stairs where i see my mom and dad making out on the counter... AGAIN.
"Mom! Dad! I would really appreciate it if you'd have coitus somewhere more privately and NOT where I eat my breakfast!" I say as I quickly cover my eyes.
I get that they love each other blah blah blah, but they need to realize they have a kid now. a 17 year old teenager to be exact, that they shouldn't be doing that stuff in front of me knowing I know exactly what they're doing.
Not waiting for a response I quickly rush out the door, but not before hearing my dad's deep chuckle.
Hoping into my car I speed out of our driveway into the direction of my best friend Princess' house.
