I'll spit on your grave

Running.

OH MY GOD. I'M SOOOOOOOOOO SORRYYY ! WRITERS BLOG HITS ME LIKE UGH. 

Okay , so I'm going to update WAY more . Like I said I'm sorry ! 

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''Fuck'' I chanted to myself. These jeans just wont cooperate, It's extremely annoying ! Like what the fuck? This morning I decided on my black ripped jeans, my white V-neck that said in black bold letters 'FUCK YOU. ' I got on my boots grabbed my bag , keys and cigarettes, phone and left.

I got out to my baby , My beautiful black Mustang. I got in and started playing 'Breath me' by Sia. 

I started to sing along, I mean I wasn't bad but not amazing. The drive to school is like 30 minutes, thank god. I love driving and playing my music. It's calming to me. I was there in no time, and I growled, I saw Liam and Jessica making out against the tree, with all the popular bitches. God. What the hell?!?! he asks me for a second chance and then what ? Blows his chances right off ! The pain in my chest sharpened and it grew, It felt like I couldn't breath, It was suffocating me. I fucking hate this. 

I growled once again and grabbed my bag and got out of my car. I reached into my bag and pulled out my lighter and a cigarette and lit it and started to smoke it . I got glares from everyone, What nobody smokes? Gosh. I just held my head high and walked into the school and put out my cigarette, I walked to my first period class, Great . Just fucking great. I see Liam. I go to walk to my spot that is unfortunately beside Liam.  I sit down and he instantly starts apologising , ''Look Alisa , I'm so sorry I have no clue what it is , but it's not me. Alisa I fucking hate her!'' He sounded so desperate. I let out a huff of air, ''Then why the fuck would you kiss her? Hmm? Liam ? Then call me and say 'She's so fucking hot'' Liam ,I told you I don't want games. '' The pain in my chest got stronger.  It was to the point where I had to get up and run out of the classroom , I ran until I got to my car I put the keys in and starting driving back to my house.

I ran out of my car and ran into my place , I ran upstairs into my bathroom I shut the door and locked it and slid down the door and started crying, Full on body racking sobs , I couldn't stop them . I heard my front door open then close , I started to panic, I got up from my position on the floor, Mind you I'm still crying just as hard. I ran into the tub and curled myself into a ball, My bathroom door was ripped of it's hinges and Liam stood there. Naked. He must have shifted here to get here so fast. He was angry. Fuming mad. I shrinked back into the tub. Sense when do I shrink back from anyone? Liam grabbed a towel and put it around his waist leaving his chest on display.

He came over and got in the tub and grabbed me and held me as I cried, I ended up passing out from the emotions. 

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I woke up in just a T-shirt in my own bed. I slowly opened my eyes and got up, I was confused for a moment then the memories came flooding back into my head, I looked to the left of me and nobody was there, I heard some bangs downstairs so I got up and went downstairs. I walked into the kitchen to find Liam Standing there with a pot on the floor. I cleared my throat and he looked towards me and smiled his perfect smile. I Somewhat smiled back the best way I could. Then he spoke.

''Sorry, I uh, was trying to make breakfast...'' He started to trail off, How sweet of him! I started to smile then I remember him making out with Jessica.  I was fuming.

''How dare you come after me yesterday ! AND CHANGE ME ?!?!?! OH MY GOD. LIAM GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE RIGHT NOW! WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO COME AND GET ME, I WAS PERFECTLY FINE ! ''  I screamed at him, I could see the hurt flash through his eyes then It was replaced with anger. 

''Damnit Alisa ! I was helping you ! You were sobbing hysterically when I came! WHAT DID YOU EXPECT ME TO DO?!?! LEAVE YOU THERE?!?! '' He yelled and tried to get his breathing under control. I took a deep breath and replied. 

''Yes, I did. I wanted you to leave. '' I looked down at the ground , I felt so weak whenever I was around him. He weakned me. I could feel his burning gaze on me. 

''Why?, Why would I leave you there? You're my mate. I'm going to kill whoever did this to you. '' He seethed. 

I scoffed. ''You know suicide is horrible.'' I looked him dead in the eyes when I said this. His eyes went wide with realization.

''I did this to you?'' He asked. Is he stupid or something? 

''Yes , do you not remember making out with Jessica?'' The anger in my voice rose with each word I spoke. 

'' Alisa, I have something to tell you , You're not going to like it at all.'' The worry and resentment was clear in his eyes. I was terrified. 

''Spit it out. '' My voice shook, My heart was beating rappidly in my chest. It felt like forever then he finaly spoke.

'' I have to mark Jessica, I have to be her mate. Not yours.'' His words were so strained, So bitter. Then the reality set in. Hes not mine. Hes marking Jessica. I'll be alone. I started to cry, My crys were so full of pain, I never knew I had so much. I looked at Liam through my teary eyes.

''Why?'' My words came out rough and horse.

''Father. I have no choice. I'm so sorry baby. I-I wish so fucking much I could be with you. '' He dropped down on his knees with me. Tears stained his face. I know He loves me.  I could see it. 

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Liam's POV 

I reached up to touch her cheek , I felt the sparks when I touched her. I had no choice but to mark Jessica. Ever sense my dad saw Alisa walk through his door , He denied her. Jessica has always wanted to be my mate ever sense she was little. Sure I screwed her many times, But I never thought anything of it. I never thought she'd become so jealous. 

Later that day my dad told me that If I don't mark Jessica in the next 3 days he will kill Alisa. I could never live with myself if she was dead. So I took the only choice I was given. 

Watching her on her knees in font of me sob her eyes out and I could just look into her eyes and see Pian, Hate , Bitterness, I wanted to make that all go away when I meet her. I know exactly who she was . I never gave a fuck . I loved her from the moment I saw her. But to be the one who caused her pain, I felt awful. It felt like my own heart was ripping apart. 

I pulled her closer to me and kissed her forehead. I wisperd soothing words. Then all of a sudden she pushed me away. 

''GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!!!! I WANT YOU OUT OF HERE NOW! I-I-I just get out. Just leave, I never want to see you again'' She said them so bitter. Her eyes were cold like glass. I know how much pain it causes you're other half when you mark someone else, Apparently is a horrible pain that spreads through out you're body. I feel so fucking bad. I want to kill my dad and Jessica for making me do this to my own mate. 

She pushed me punched me and slapped me but she finally got me out of the house, I haven't said a word. What am I supposed to say? 

I heard the door slam. I'm standing out in the rain. Just standing here. Then it hit me , the rage. All I saw was red. Pure red. 

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OMFG. No It's not the end don't get you're panties in a bunch. OMG so much drama !!! I'll upload soon I promise! I'm going to be going through chapters 1&2 and changing them, Not a lot, But they will be written better , Like way better ! Thank you for reading! 

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