I woke up the next morning with Kevin's arms around me and I felt safe. Next thing I knew I heard yelling downstairs between Matty and Brandon.
"MATT IF SHE DOESNT WANT TI TALK WE CANT MAKE HER PERIOD" Brandon yells
"SHE NEEDS TO TALK ABOUT IT THATS THE ONLY WAY SHE WILL GET OVER IT" Matt yells back
By this point I got out of Kevin's grip and started walking downstairs so see them in a literal fight.
" GUYS" I yell at them and they stop and look up at me
" I'm over it, got it, he doesnt contol my life anymore. Fucking Michael doesn't control what I do. Yes I am still upset that it happened but not at fucking him. I'm pissed off at myself. So would you let go of your fucking egos" I hiss that them and walk outside.
" Alex" I hear Matt say and touch my should. I just simply put him into a position that can break his elbow and knee him in the stomach and let go.
"Dont and I repet dont touch me and if you dare follow me I will hurt you" I say as I go outside and jump onto my bike. I can't believe it. I had finally said he's name after about 3 years. I said it.
Matt's POV
"Dude what the fuck just happened" Kevin asked from the stairs.
"Alex just said hes name that's what just happened" I said back
"I never knew she hated herself for all that" was all Brandon could say
"Maybe more happened then any of us know" Brandon said once again
If that's true then we are fucked royally fucked.
"Well I have school so I will go get dressed" with that Kevin is gone.
Alex's POV
I shouldn't have said any of that. I know I hurt them but what else was I supposed to say. That there both right. I should talk about it but I wont. Dont help so much that has happened is my fault. Everything with Michael was my fault. That's why I cant be scared anymore I have to get ready. Right know am at the edge of down on the top of a cliff with my legs dangling over. I found this place when we first moved but I havent had time to come here recently. It's so nice and quiet up here. Then I hear a tree branch crack. I look be hide me and I see the one and only Kay.
"Kay why are you here?" Was all I could ask.
"My name is JAY, not any other thing you can come up with" he states
"You see I dont give a shit what your name is, and I asked you a question " I hiss back I'm not in the mood for this shit. And you can see me eyes are a little red if you look hard enough. Let's hope he doesnt.
"Its my quite place" he said before sitting down next to me and I move about a foot away from him.
We sit like this for a good 5 minutes in silence not awkward but not nice either. I get up and jump off the cliff, into the cold and I mean cold water. But anything is better then staying up there either him. I swim back to land and get back to my bike, thank God I left it down here and didnt ride it all the away up there. I ride back home so I can change, because I'm fucking freezing. I'm only in a sports bra and shorts. I get home and see nobody is home. Sweet, I get in the house and head up to my room, and get shower. When in there I trace all of my scars. Some self inflicted others just plain battle scars you get from being in combat. When I get down I get changed into something more appropriate and head to school. I know but I need to talk to someone there.
I'm so sorry
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FanfictionSUPER SLOW UPDATES, LIKE SUPER SLOW. BUT DO UPDATE Alex Rogers had long brown hair and blueish, gray eyes. She has 2 motorcycles and more then one leather jacket. She has been kicked out of about 32 schools and has to move to L.A from England. Her...
