in the dark ➵ k.mj

know

16/10/16

"oh it's you again."

'yeah, i know.'

"tell me, why are you here again?"

"and don't hit me with
that 'because i can' bullshit."

[ laughter ]

'i should be practicing
and supporting my fellow
members but i can't even
think clearly at the moment.'

'my parents are in debt
trying to pay for my stupid
uncle's loans.'

'my company is almost going
bankrupt trying keep us
together.'

'my friend has
been training for seven years
now and i don't even know
when we're going to debut
anymore.'

'to be honest, i
don't even know if we're
going to debut.'

'moreover, my closest friend
just got kicked out of the debut
team.'

'i'm scared that i'll get kicked
out if i don't improve...'

'i'm not even that
talented. my skills are just
mediocre but i have a
strong passion for music.'

'ugh who am i kidding, i should
just drop this childish dream
of mine. this is just a
waste of time.'

"trainee life seems hella
tiring and stressful."

"sorry but this
electronics-salesman
-soon-to-be-a-
garbage-man can't help you."

'have you ever thought
of being a youtuber or
a comedian? you're really
funny you know.'

"yeah i know. people tell me that
but in all honesty, i can't stand
being in the spotlight.
i need my privacy."

"now's not the time to joke
but you're gonna miss that
when you debut."

'yeah...'

"wait back to my point,
don't quit your
dreams. even if you're
not talented, you can still
get there. you just have to
work 10 times as hard
as those naturally gifted people."

'wow that's motivational
i'm sobbing.'

'also i was wondering.
what did you mean yesterday
when you said
everything is prettier in
the dark?'

"take a look at the sky and
the city lights and listen
to the silence when the
trashy humans aren't
making a scene."

"they think the world revolves
around them so they
think poorly of the world,
calling it shit and saying
their life sucks."

"i know things suck.
but it's not the
world's fault. only the
bad circumstances
people are in are to blame."

'a man with both humour
and intelligence?
wow i stan.'

"you're quite cute hahaha."

"i hope you debut soon,
because i will stan."

"what is your group's concept and genre?"

'we tried cute and bubbly concepts
before but that didn't work.
so now our boss might give us
a dark and horror concept
with rock as our genre.'

"damn."