Mafia VS Gangster [BTS FF]✓

Lost/ Unacceptable

-Next morning-

I wake up and Jinyoung is not in my room anymore. I go downstairs and look everywhere but I didn't find him. Maybe he went home already.

I go upstairs to my room and shower. After finished showering, I wear my black sweatpants with black tshirt. I don't think I will go out today.

I tried to call Jinyoung to make sure he is really at home but he didn't pick up. Lastly, I decided call Yugyeom

"Hello?" I said

"Oh...uhm...hi Jungmi" he said

"Is Jinyoung there?" I ask

"Uhm...uh...yeah...of course" he said while stuttering

"Hmm okay them...just to make sure" I said and hung up

-After 1 week-

After the day that he went home early. We never meet anymore. I don't know why...he is like trying to avoid me same goes to his gang. He've been missing for 1 week on my life.

I grab my coat cause it's quiet chilly outside and I go out. I decided to buy some drinks. I go to the usual cafe as I order one milk tea with black pearl in it. The worker call me, I paid for the drink and gk out. I walk to the cliff and sit at edge of it and think what is the possibility he've been missing. Is he sick?

The last time I went out with him he had fever and when he slept beside me, I felt not the usually heat of people but more heat...like when you had fever. It is impossible that he didn't get better in 1 week right? Then my phone rang. It is Jaemin unnie.

"Jungmi!" She yell

"What?" I said

"Come to XXXX hospital now!" She yell again

"Wait why?" I ask

"Jinyoung!"

"W-what happ-" I got cut off when she hung up.

I stand up and make a run to the hospital. I can't take the taxi cause I don't have enough money. It's a little bit far, but near to my school. So yeah my face is full of sweat when I arrive at the hospital. I go to the lobby and ask one of the nurse

"Park Jinyoung" I said

"He's in operation room" the nurse said

"Just tell me where is it!" I yell

"3rd floor to the left." She said and I ran up the stairs and turn left as I saw BTS, GOT7 and my gang there.

"What happ-en to him? " I'm breathless cause of the run

"He ask me to give this letter to you" Yugyeom said and hand me a piece of paper as I read it.

Dear Milkie,

Don't be sad or cry after you read this please. I actually had a cancer stage 4. Sorry for not telling you earlier. I didn't leave you because I like someone else. It is because I had to do check up overseas. It became worser this year. I'm sorry because I'm the one who make you hit the car and because I need to leave you again after you have fallen for me. Fate is fate. We can never change it. I know this operation will never succeed but please don't cry! I will be fine up there and I'll watch you from there! One more thing, I love you!

Sincerely,
Your soon to be angel

Then something wet drop on the paper, not my sweat but my tears. No this can't be. So that's the meaning of too late! No...this can't be happening. This is unacceptable! He is the one who always make me happy! Why everyone need to leave me?! My arm fall on the side as the paper fall from my hand as more tears come out. All I know now is...I love him too, again.

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I'm at his funeral with black dress. I'm spacing out. My face is blank. Not even thinking to came here. I'm broken again. The same pain again is inside me. When we arrived at our mansion, I go upstairs to my room change into black tshirt with blacksweat pants. I go in the bathroom and lock the door.

[WaRnInG]
Self harm scenarios ahead! If you're sensitive in this kind of topic skip to the next chapter. I'll wrote [You're safe] then you can continue reading again. It's honestly not that bad since I didn't describe how she did 'that' so if you want to read go ahead. This is just incase if you can't even bare with a simple mention of that specific self harm.

No one's POV

She step in the bathtub that is already full with water without opening her clothe and with a knife in her hand. All that she know that is....everyone hate her and left her and so there's no point her to lives

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