Chapter One;
So we had broken up. The boy I wanted to spend my life with had broken up with me. I was lost. Lonely. I had no-one to talk to. He was my best friend. My only friend. And now he has gone. Left me. Apparently it was too much. It hurt to much to be on tour all the time and not see me. So he left me. I feel empty. How do I deal with a break up? I don't know how to deal with this! I fell in love with those piercing green eyes. That ridiculously cute smile. That gorgeous tan he always had. The way he used to laugh. It's all gone, he has left me. Now I'm all alone in a city that constantly reminds me of him. Wherever I go all I see is him, all everyone ever asks me is about him.
I need to get away, away from all these people. All these shitty, amazing memories. They are killing me inside. I need to move as far away as possible, I'll get a one way ticket somewhere and not look back. Start afresh.
What if no-one likes me? Let's face it no-one cares about me round here. I'm going to go! I'll get a one way ticket I'll be gone! Forget about my past, I can start a new life, be someone new!
I'm ready! I'm going. Bags are packed, ticket is ready. Airport here I come! Goodbye Melbourne, goodbye Australia. London here I come!
Ok so I had a little panic attack at the airport slightly embarrassing. I'm now on the plane, about to take off. I'm going. Never to deal with this pain again.
