Well, I've officially decided to end this book. why? Well, things haven't really been going well lately and i've been contemplating on whether or not to leave the house i live in. Considering that this is the only house i know so far and i know i won't make out there in life. my life has been shit lately, nonstop w shit happening, especially with my mom and such and i don't like where shits going. its hitting the fan and such and i don't honestly know what to do. i've spent an hour or two crying my eyes out til i'm dried out of tears. unfortunately, i don't have any money to my name to do anything about it. i honestly feel miserable than i did when i first started wattpad.
i'm sorry to disappoint all of you guys, but i don't think i have the energy to put into anything and i genuinely want to lock myself in my room. i guess shit happens, am i right? at least this is anonymous and author-nim is just incredibly depressed right now. i'm sorry to disappoint you guys. i'm truly sorry.
i'll still be on here but just reading for now til i figure out what to do. i love all of you and stay safe, i'll see you when we enter into 2019.
for now, farewell.
-author-nim
