Egg's Random Rambles

I COME BACK AFTER MORE THAN A YEAR

yikes i forgot about egg's random rambles.

ANYWAYS.

hi again y'all, i don't use wattpad on my phone as much anymore cuz AYYY school is el pain in el booty.

jesus, last time i wrote here was before all-southern. in that span i've:

-dated someone for the first time

-... then broke up with someone for the first time

-had actual major breakdowns for the first time that weren't associated with departing with close friends ayyyy :')

-made all southern (TAKE THAT MORE THAN A YEAR AGO EMMA BELIEVE IN YOURSELF MORE)

-actually placed in math field day, and at what i consider my best spot (2nd place only under danny in 3DTTT and with a misunderstanding in leap frog)

- got best musician (was pretty scared about that cuz eric and matthew n aden n all the amazing people last year)

-JAZZ CAMP AWWW YEAH IDYLLWILD WAS THE BOMB AND I MISS MY ROOMMATES

*sidenote: also ended up giving one of the tenors in my big band their first kiss on the cheek but hey that's a thing that's obviously done and over with (he's still cool beans)

-met a certain someone on discord

-realized that certain someone actually went to our school

-befriended that certain someone through video games, power rangers and my hero academia

-had him become basically one of my closest friends over a short period of time

-realize over the summer that i fell in love with that certain someone

-band camp, marching band, and band competitions

-HIGH SCHOOL IS OKAY BUT EEEEEHHHHH COULD BE BETTER BUT COULD BE WORSE TOO.

-FUCK THAT CERTAIN SOMEONE PREVIOUSLY MENTIONED ACTUALLY LOVES ME BACK IN THAT WAY

-HOLY SHIT WE DATING NOW

and we have been since the very first day of school and i have no regrets and i love him very much n y'all already know who he is just MMMMmMmMmmMmM i love this boy so much as my friend and my partner

okay that's enough blabbering about Keaton. y'all already know him i love him to death.

So much has happened to me since 8th grade to be honest, I just didn't really realize it until now since i've written it down.

have i changed as a person?

i dunno.

have i become wiser and better?

hopefully.

am i still an overemotional mess who loves her friends and some other things way too much?

yep.

but hey that's who i am.

things are bound to change in the next 4 years while i'm in high school, but all i can do is see where those changes take me.

and hopefully those i love will stick by me in those times.