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by Felivinoa

by Felivinoa

Lovino

Recently Antonio has been focusing on My dumb brother and the fucking German. Its like i'm nothing!

Whats so GREAT about THEM?

Am I not GOOD enough for people to pay attention to me too?

I'm here too! I exist as well you know..

Why does everyone love my brother so much huh? I CAME FIRST, not HIM!

So why does he get to be the one who is so happy, he gets to meet new people and have tons of friends!?

Why cant I live like that huh? Antonio is all I have, and I bet he would even rather kiss my brother more than me anyways.

I'm not asking for all of his attention, but I just fucking want him to pay attention to me like he used too before the Damn Germans came over, now he just hangs out with Gilbert , Ludwig and my brother.

He only has small conversations with me now, and its pissing me off, am I allowed to just have one god damn thing without it being snatched away somehow?

For the love of god, just let me have someone for once in my fucking life.

Whats so great about my brother that I don't have? Is it because he is nicer? He looks better? He is better at drawing and painting than me? Better because he can easily make new friends and be nice? Because he actually seems to have his life together?

Its unfair, I just wanted to at least have one person pay attention to me and listen to what I have to say.

What do I do?