I Don't Belong In This World >>Sad Corbyn Fanfic<<

The New Girl

>> ABBIE'S POV <<
Hi. Before I talk about anything else, I think a background introduction should come first. Right? Well, I'm Abbie and I'm 15. I have a twin sister. Her name is Addison. She's very nice to me, although I can't say I'm very nice to her. She's my parents' favorite. If she makes a mistake, my parents would just tell her not to do it again. It isn't the same with me. Sometimes I just think that they don't love me at all you know? Well, let me continue. In my previous school, Addison is the popular one. I have no doubt that she will still be popular in our new school. Yea, that's right, we're transfering. You might wonder why I'm not freaking out or anything over leaving my friends behind. That's because I didn't have friends in that school. I'm sure it would be the same in our new school. Despite having no friends, I don't get bullied. Yea it surprises me too. My sister has tried countless times to try and invite me to sit with her and her friends during lunch, but i always decline. I guess you could say I don't really socialize much. Anyways, it's the last day of the holidays. Tomorrow we go to out new school. And I heard it's a boarding school. So we must stay in our dorms. Great. Just great.

~~~THE NEXT DAY~~~
"Sis! Wake up! We go to our new school today!" Addison shook me awake. "Ughh. School. Give me 10 minutes," I groaned. After 10 minutes, I entered the kitchen to grab my breakfast. "Hey Abbie! Good morning!" my mum greeted me cheerfully. Why is she in such a good mood today? I merely smiled in response as I sat down to eat. "So... Are you two excited about your new school?" my mum asked, trying to start a conversation. "No" I stated at the same time Addison said "Yes". "I can't wait you know, mum? Although it was a little hard leaving my friends back at Greenwood High behind but I'm going to meet new ones today! I'm sure of it! Besides, it's sophomore year! How can I not be excited?" Addison rambled on. Thats one thing I find annoying about her. She talks alot. And when I say alot, i mean ALOT (hehe you see what I did there?)
After eating, I walked out, waving to my parents. "BYE MUM, BYE DAD!" Addison chirped happily as she ran after me. How is she so happy all the damn time? "Sis! Wait up! You wanna go to school together?" she called as she fell into step with me. "No. I don't." I stated. It's not that I hated her. It's just that she always has this ridiculously happy cloud of... Sunshine following her. I don't see what she can be so happy about! Sure, it's sophomore year. Maybe I would be excited, if I had friends to hang out with that is. Call me depressed. I don't care. Maybe because it's true. I hate school, I hate life, I hate myself. There has been many times I had wanted to cut. But for some reason, I just couldn't bring myself to do it. It could be because I'm afraid of pain. I've felt pain my whole life, so maybe I'm afraid of it. That explains alot.
Anyways. I'm in school now. My sister? She went to talk to the very first girl we saw when we stepped into the school. She likes socializing. I don't. So I walk straight to the principal's office to get my locker number, classes and dorm. And every other thing a newcomer would need. After finding my locker, I opened it to stuff all my books inside. "Hey! You must be new!" I heard a voice behind me. I turned around immediately. It was a girl with blonde hair. She had a smile on her face, so I assumed she wasn't here to fight me. I relaxed. "Yea, I am." I replied, unsure of what to do. "I'm Sana, what's your name?" she asked. Now I'm starting to get cautious. What does she want? "I'm Abbie..." I replied slowly. "Do you wanna be friends?" she asked happily. Why would she want to be friends with me? Why would she even want to talk to me? "Oh um. Sure!" I replied, stuttering slightly. I mentally facepalmed myself. What in the world did I just say? "Hey Sana what's up? Whose this?" another girl came up to us. "Oh hey Carrie. This is Abbie. She's new here. Abbie, this is Carrie, my bestfriend." Sana greeted the girl and introduced me to her. "Uh. Hey Carrie..." I attempted a bright smile. Which probably didn't look like a smile at all. "Hahahaha I know right! Corbyn and Jackson are so hot!" I heard chattering and turned around. It was the popular squad of the school. Don't ask me how I knew. It's obvious. Popular squads always walk in one big group like they owned the school. I scanned the faces of the girls. And in the midst of them, was Addison. How the f*ck did she manage to get accepted by them so quickly? Only god knows the answer to that. "Who's Corbyn?" I asked Sana. It seemed like even my sister has been enchanted by his charms. But then again. She would get enchanted by anyone. "Oh, Corbyn? He's the popular guy in this school. Almost every girl is head over heels about him" Sana said dismissively. "And who's Jackson?" I asked again. "Jackson is the other popular dude. He is second most popular in this school and alot of girls have a crush on him as well." Sana explained. "Guys. You know I exist too right?" Carrie suddenly chirped in. "Sorry Carrie," Sana apologized, smiling sheepishly. "Yea... Sorry," I mustered a smile. I think I did a good job of that. "Well, if you want anymore tea 'bout the students in this school, feel free to ask us alright?" Carrie smile, placing a hand on my shoulder. "Yea, sure!" I replied. I shook off the uneasiness that I suddenly felt and smiled genuinely.

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AUTHORS NOTE:
Heyo! First chapter is finally up. You people have no idea how long this took me heh (i have been working on this before i posted the previous part) Welp. I better start working on the next chapter if I want to publish it in one week so... Oh right, before you go, if you need someone to talk to, or if you're just bored, you can dm me on my ig @corbynxalison :) I won't be sharing this story on there but heh, just talk to me if ya want to ok? Lastly, remember to follow me if you want more of these and vote if you like it! <3 Byeeee :))