I'm walking in my kitchen to see my boyfriend on a call with someone that sounds like he is mad or very piss off at the person on the phone.
The phone call:
"You are in trouble when you get home boy!! You have bad grades in your classes!!! I told you have to stop playing around in class. Why can you be like your big brother!? He rans a big business. If you don't work now....you will be on the streets and asking for money!!! You need to work harder to be like your big brother. I'm not proud of you right now!!!" His mother yelled at him. I hide behind the kitchen door to hear what is going on. I open the door a little bit so he doesn't notice me over hearing this. I saw so much pain and angry in his eyes. Then he just snap.
"I don't care about the fucking money!!! I don't play around in that stupid class of a jackasses!!! You don't understand me!!! You aren't the one getting hurt by them!! You aren't there for me!!! I bet that you will get the money then being there when I'm on the my death bed!!! If I go kill my self you will never notice me gone!!! Dad was always there for me!!!" He yelled so loud that my heart stop for moment. I saw tears rolling down his face. I saw a different side of the person I love so much. He was in so much pain after saying his dad.
"I'm your mother!!! Don't bring your father in this!!! You don't have the right to say that!!! I'm your Adults here! Don't talk to me like that again!" His mother yelled. I want to punch her so badly right now. She is doesn't understand him. He lost so much in his life and she is make it way worst for him.
"Yeah right....Okay then. Know what mom..."
He said as he losing his voice at the same time.
"What?" She said with her deep voice.
"I know what make you feel better forever..."
He said with a fake smile on as he talks to her.
"What will make me happy?" She said as her voice sounds so confusion in it. I was also confused and scared at the same time.
"If I just ran away from you or to make you very happy fall off the rooftop..." he had a smile on as he said that. I can't breathe after that. My heart start to hurt. My head hurts. My whole body start to shaking so badly.
"Noooo!! Don't do it!!!!! I love yo-" he ended the call before she finished the sentence that she was going to say to him then he throws his phone to the wall as he cuss. Then he fall on his knees with his hands on his ears. His tears became a storm of pain. Then I ran to him and pulled him to my arms. He hug me so tightly as if he had to let go...he will be lost in darkness in his mind that runs all painful memories that. We walk to my room. I put him on my bed then he lay down and I lay beside him. We look at each other as the time passes but for us it was frozen for just as we look deep in each other's eyes.
He grabbed my hand and hold it tightly as he closed his eyes in pain. What is going on?
"Jackson!!" I yelled at him. He started to breathing very hard.
"I'm...fine. I just had a....panic attack. Sorry Mavi." He said to me.
Then I put my head on his chest.
"Please don't leave me. I don't want to lose you. I love you more then anything. You are the best thing that happened in my life. I love you so much." I told him with tears in my eyes. Trying to not to cry. Then he pulled me in a kiss and I kiss him back. I was happy here with him. Then the door in my room opens. It was Dillon at the door.
"Jesus!" He put both of his hands on his eyes.
"You need your own house if you two are make out!"
He said and we all start to laughing.
" you need to knock before open the door crazy human." I said to him. He started to laughing. Same for Jackson. I love that real smile on him. He is my life.
"Why are you in here,bro?" I asked him.
He look nervous to tell us why he in here.
"Did you pee in the kitchen?" Jackson made of Dillon.
"NO!" He yelled at Jackson.
We all started to laughing are heads off.
" Don't hurt me Jackson when I say this to you." Dillon said nervously. Jackson look so confused.
" first tell me then I will decide to hurt you or not maybe." Jackson smiles. Every time he said that it scares me.
"Okay then....so scarlet and me were talking yesterday. She was fighting with Xiomara..." Dillon stop talking because Jackson jump up and ran towards him. He grabbed Dillon by the arms. He was hurting Dillon very badly.
"Jackson!! Stop!!! Hurting him!!!"I yelled at him out of it. He look at me then he let go of Dillon. He was scared and worry.
"I'm sorry I did mean to. What happened? Is she okay?" Jackson said as he look away from us. He really cares about her. I never seen someone like him. Scarlet is his only family that he has that cares about him.
"Xiomara posted something that hurt her. Xiomara said that the reason that scarlet left the soccer team that she was scared to show her face of weakness of the lost of her grandpa and her best friend. Then I come to the chat when she said that scarlet is a bitch and she shouldn't ran away from her team. Then I try to call her but she never answered and I'm scared now. Jackson?" Dillon told Jackson. Jackson grabbed his phone then he called scarlet. He was shaking so badly. Then we saw her face on the phone. She look so tied at the moment.
"Hello?" She was trying to open her eyes at the moment. I told Dillon to leave for moment so the three of can talk. He listened me. He went to get ready for his trip to japan with his stepfather.
"Are you okay?" Jackson said so worryingly.
"I'm peachy. What's up?" Scarlet said with a smile.
"Okay so you aren't mad at Xiomara?"Jackson said with a scary look on then you can tell that scarlet felt pain at the moment.
"She is huge bitch that needs to get a huge metal bat. She needs to disappear from the earth. She should of thought twice before she started to talk to me. She will pay for that.....but did Dillon told you guys about us?" She was so angry about Xiomara.
"What do you mean?" I asked her.
"So he didn't." She answer.
"I'm confused now." Jackson said.
"Dillon and I are dating now..."scarlet said. Then Jackson give me his phone then ran downstairs to Dillon's to room. Oh no. This is not good. Oh will I guess.
"Hey scarlet?" I said to her.
"Hey Mavi. Are you okay? Is something bugging you?" Scarlet asked me.
"I want to asked when did Jackson started to have a panic attack? He had one couple minutes go. I'm scared. Scarlet why he in pain?" I said that to scarlet. I saw the colors of scarlet's eyes go away.
"I don't think I'm the one you should talk to. I can't tell you about that. But he can. Thank you for tell me that he had panic attack. Please watch over him." She told me. I will always watch over him. I will always be with him no matter what happens. He is my life and soul that keeps me living here.
"I will forever." I said to scarlet.
"Thank you so much. I have to go. See you later Jess." She told me.
"See you later scarlet." I told her.
I ended the call with scarlet. Then I saw Jackson was outside riding his bike around the neighborhood. I went to join him on the ride around the neighborhood. We were happy together.Thank you for the votes on this story. I hope you like this chapter.
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