Daddy and I

Keonte

Dad- Since when do we fight over dumb bullshit like this?
Keonte- Dad it was-
Dad- No. I don't give a fuck about what it was about. This is the last time you will fight over a boy! You have done this too many times.
Terry- Dad—
Dad- Terry this isn't about you. Keonte I am so disappointed. I gave you and that boy so many chances. First him kissing on you. Then all these fights this year and last. I'm surprised you haven't let him have sex yet.
Keonte- ...
Dad- Oh hell no. I forbid you from seeing Jared until you leave my god damn house.
Keonte- THIS ISNT FAIR. IM 18!
Dad- Your little gay ass will do whatever the fuck I say as long as I'm paying that car note, I'm paying the mortgage for the house you live under. And as long as have my genes inside you.
Terry- Gay? Dad you shouldn't be talking about someone being gay. For one, you got two gay sons. Second, you gay yourself.
Dad- Terry Shut your damn mouth.
Terry- Nah. I ain't gonna let you sit here and try to disrespect Keon like that. You don't even know why he was fighting. It's because someone tried to bitch Jared out. You told us to fight for the ones we love didn't you? Jared loves Keonte and vice versa. Keonte 18. He's a grown ass man. And there isn't any harm in Jared and Keonte having sex. They can't have a baby. Must I remind you that you and mom had me when y'all was 17? Do the math. I'm 20. You're 37.
Dad- Really Terry? We gonna go there?
Terry- Yeah. Dad I respect you as my dad. But you can't keep this DL shit up. You gotta be a role model for me, and Keonte.
Dad- Keonte.
Keonte- Yes?
Dad- I apologize for all of this. I just can't let you keep fighting like this. You are my baby boy, with much potential. You can keep seeing Jared. But with the sex. I'll need to have a talk with the both of you. Terry. I apologize that I wasn't the father and role model y'all needed me to be.
Terry- I love you dad.
Keonte- I love you too dad
\|\ Today took a turn. With the whole fight and now this from dad. I just want my dad to be happy with himself. I wanna talk to Jared. I really regret beating up Adrien. He's just a mentally unstable dude. He's jealous because I kinda took Jared's attention away from him. But that isn't my fault. Nor is it Jared's. That was back in 7th grade and relationships at that age barely last for a month. Jared knew that he wanted me. He wanted to better. And ever since then Jared has never been bored of me. Ugh. I told this boy I would stay with him while this Kora bitch was over. She's been at this meeting place all day though. So my plan is to leave before she gets here. I know that she better not be anywhere near my man that's for sure.
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Jared- Damn nigga what took you so long shit
Keonte- Oh I just had to get a few things! I brought us some snacks
Jared- Some? Nigga looks like you bought the whole aisle!
Keonte- You eat like a fucking pig everything you see is in your mouth in like 10 seconds.
Jared- Well why ain't I eat that ass yet?
Keonte- Omg you're so nasty
*Ding Dong*
Jared- Who the hell?
???- Open up this is my old house!
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Kora- My Baby! How's it going Jared?
Jared- Get the fuck off my property.
Kora- That's no way to talk to your mother.
Jared- I have a restraining order you're breaking. KEONTE CALL THE POLICE!
Kora- Who is Keonte?
Jared- None of your business. Get off of my property.
Kora- This isn't your property.
Jared- It has been since I turned 18. Get off my property. Georgia has Stand Your Ground Laws. I'm a law abiding citizen. Mother.
Kora- Who the hell is Keonte. I know you still don't think you're a faggot.
Keonte- Get the hell off our property. The police will be here in 5 minutes.
Kora- I'm not leaving until I my son let's me talk to him.
Keonte- Whatever you can say to him you can say to me.
Kora- My son isn't a faggot. You are confusing my son by acting like a woman. You aren't a woman. You aren't enough for my STRAIGHT son.
Jared- Nah. I ain't confused about nothing except for why you on my property. You don't pay no bills around here whore. All you did is suck dick and let guys bust inside your asshole raw. Dirty ass hoe.
Keonte- Baby go inside I'll handle this.
Jared- FUCK you bitch! All you ever done is ruin my fucking life. I hope you get hit by a bus.
Keonte- Baby go inside.
Jared- Nah police here already.
Kora- PLEASE LET ME TALK TO MY SON! I MISS YOU JARED! IM SORRY BABY PLEASE.
Jared- Man get the fuck off me nobody want you.
Police Officer- Sir what's the problem.
Jared- Yeah I have a restraining order against this woman who is unfortunately my birth mother. And she has to stay 1,000 feet away from me. Obviously she's breaking it. The court said if she breaks it she is going back to jail. Please whisk her away.
Police Officer- Yes sir. Do you have the papers?
Keonte- Yes sir they are right here.
Police Officer- And who are you?
Keonte- I am his boyfriend
Kora- MY SON IS NOT A FAGGOT! MY SON IS NOT A FAGGOT! MY SON IS NOT A FAGGOT!
Police Officer- Well it's looks like your coming with me ma'am. Thank you all. Y'all have a good night alrighty?
Jared- You too thank you sir.
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Jared- FUCK! I wish she would've tried barging in. I would've popped ass on sight. I want to watch her bleed on this porch right her. I want to look at her breathe her last breaths. I want to fucking stomp her rib cage in as she screams for help. I want to laugh in her face as her life slips away from her lips. I wish. I fucking wanted to kill her right there. I want to hear them call out that's she's dead on arrival. Baby I want to kill her so badly. I hope she gets messed up in jail. I really do.
Keonte- Baby that's no way to talk-
Jared- I'm being honest. I want to see maggots eat her body. You don't know what she put me through. She's the reason why I'm changing my last night next month. I can't.
Keonte- Baby look at me.
\|\ His face was cold. He gets cold when he's really mad. I felt his anger through my hands. He was scared. Seeing her reminds him of the scared little boy he once was. The alone, depressed, mentally fucked little boy that misses his dad. And part of that little boy is still somewhere in there. Which is why he didn't kill Kora. His eyes. Their color more vivid and bright than before. His breath slowing to match mine. Our heartbeats filled the room as they soon aligned with one another. My heart beat for him. My lungs breathed for him. And in that moment, it was beautiful.
Jared- I can't anymore. Everything's falling apart again.
Keonte- Baby do you realize what you just did? She's in jail now. She's locked away for awhile. Focus on the future. You're getting a new apartment. We graduate soon. We're going to college together.
Jared- Yeah....
Keonte- Your biggest obstacle in life is now gone.
Jared- Yeah!
Keonte- The future is looking brighter baby.
Jared- Yeah!
Keonte- And we are gonna share it together.
\|\ Holding him in my arms. I was acting as our battery for the moment. Recharging him. Refueling him. I don't know what goes on in that head of us. And to be honest, I don't want to know. The things he says scare me sometimes. And sometimes, I fear that he'll act one them one day. I try to keep him in line. But I feel like he's getting worse and worse. Kora acts as a parasite for him. And the only way to get rid of a parasite is to kill it, or help it find another host.