16 and pregnant with a Caniff

Chapter 1- What happened

I was about to tell him. It would be the hardest thing in my life. I am afraid of what he will say. I walked to his apartment and knocked on his door softly. He opened and greeted me.

"What's up babe?" Taylor said while hugging me.

"We need to talk.." I said softly. We both went inside and sat on the couch.

"Taylor we have been together since 8th grade. And I love you more than anything. But there is something wrong... "

"Are you breaking up with me?" Taylor asked worriedly.

"No! Of course not. What I am trying to say is.. I'm pregnant." I said.

"Is it mine?" He asked sorta raising his voice.

".... Yes...." I said. I felt like I was going to throw up. I was more scared then ever. But it's too late to go back.

"Cris, stop playing with me." He said trying not to blow up.

"Taylor I am serious! I am pregnant and the baby is yours!" I yelled. Immediately regretting it.

Taylor got up and stood right in front of me. "Cris I am not ready to be a dad! You have to do something! I will not have a child at 18!" He exploded. I was so afraid. I didn't know what to do.

"Taylor are you expecting me to put this baby up for abortion?" I yelled back.

"Get rid of it! I don't want a baby in life at this point! It's probably not mine! Maybe you hooked up with more than one guy at that party!" He yelled even louder. I wanted to cry. I had no support with this baby. I can't raise it on my own. I ran out leaving him. I drove back to my apartment. (I moved out of my parents house because they drank too much.) I cried and cried. I couldn't abort this baby or put it up for adoption. I knew what I had to do. Not for me, but for the baby. I packed a suitcase and drove to the airport. I called Taylor. He didn't answer. I left a voice mail.

"Taylor I love you so much. I'm going to put the baby up for adoption. But I'm going to move away. I think we need a break" I said crying a bit. I loved him more than ever. We first met at the beach. He was really shy believe it or not. He came up to me and asked for my number. That's where it all started. We started dating and things got serious. We went to a party and from there you can tell what happened next.

I arrived at the airport. I got a ticket to Miami.

*Few hours later*

The plans landed in Miami. I booked a hotel and took a taxi. I was going to start a living here. And no I was not going to put the baby up for adoption. Taylor called me a few minutes later. I ignored it. I needed to moved on.

*months later*

A beautiful baby boy was born on August 20th. I held him for the first time. I wanted to cry. My best friend Desiree was there. She was the first friend I made when I moved to Miami. When I first met her she was beginning to get big on Vine. Now she is a huge Vine Star. She helped me through a lot. And now my baby boy is born.

"What's his name?" She asked excitedly

"His name is Greyson" I smiled at him. He was the most precious thing in my life. We later went home and settled him in his new bedroom. ( http://instagram.com/p/r_EJ3hgr_p/ His new room looks like that!) Desiree helped pay for it. She helps me a lot. I loved Greyson. He was my life. We wrapped him in a blanket and let him dose off. He reminded me so much of Taylor. It kinda broke my heart. But I had to forget Taylor. He wanted to give away Greyson.

Desiree would Vine a lot in the house. I was in many of her Vines. But we never showed Greyson. We were afraid maybe Taylor might see the baby. She was getting very big. Fans would stop us and ask for an autograph or picture. I didn't mind. I thought it was sweet. A lot of fans would ask about Taylor. I told them all that we needed a break. I didn't want to answer any other questions.

I thought I about telling Taylor about Greyson being here with me. I was going to do it one day. I was too afraid. Taylor would be more mad than ever. He tried to contact us by DMing us or emailing us. I changed my number, so he couldn't text or call me. It may seem harsh, but it was for Greyson.

*4 years later*

Desiree received a package. We all crowded around her.

"What's dat Auntie Ray?" asked Greyson. He was 4 now. He called Desiree, Auntie Ray.

"It's a package! From the event Magcon!" She yelled in excitement.

"What's Mavcon mommy?" he asked innocently.

"It's where people dance, sing, and tell jokes on stage in front of hundreds of girls!" I said. He looked amazed by the sound if it.

"They want to be apart of the tour!" She said now screaming.

"I'm so happy for you!" I said. I was kinda upset that she was going to be gone, but this is a big deal.

"It says I can take up 3 people." She said even louder than before.

"Perfect we can all go as a family! Grey can actually experience his first time in a plane." I sometimes called him Grey for short. We all packed out bags more excited than ever.

Greyson was half awake and half asleep. "Mommy are we almost dere yet?"

"Not yet sweety. It's going to be a while. I'll wake you up once we are there."

"Otay" he said and fell into a deep sleep. Our first stop was to San Diego.