Double wife Jimina ff

13.

Mina POV

'Where am I?' I thought then I looked around to see a forest with a waterfall. Stones were leading to the waterfall so I walked on the stones and on the last stone I looked closely at the reflection on the waterfall but the eyes on my reflection changed and the expression changed as well.

then someone stepped out. I looked at that person and it was me?!

"Hello.....Mina." I kept stepping back little by little.

then she grabbed my neck and she started choking me.

"W-what are y-you ~cough cough~ D-doing?" I was starting to have trouble breathing.

"Me? we both know what you want. You wanted to die didn't you?"

"No...Not yet....~cough~ not right now.......I have to....save them..."I then kicked her away.

I was breathing heavily. I then ran away from the waterfall and I kept running until I tripped and my head hit something and my body fell down. I then closed my eyes.

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I wake up and once I wake up everyone was crowding around me.

"What happened?" I said while sitting up.

"You fainted in the bathroom, luckily jimin saved you and he told us." Mrs. Park said.

I then tried to remember what happened before I fainted.

I quickly got up and I pushed jimin lightly out of the way and I grab my jacket and I ran out of the house.

I kept running and running until I was far away from the house. I then stopped to think about what's been happening to me.

I've always been cutting my wrist for satisfaction but now it can't satisfy me anymore and I can barely control myself. I wonder why? Why is god so cruel to me? Why can't I get my one wish to come true?why do I even exist?

I finally know that I exist to feel suffering, I finally know that I exist to feel all the pain, I finally know that I exist to be alone.

I fell down to my knees and I started crying. Ever since Jimin came into my life I can't even control my emotions anymore. What's wrong with me?

I kept crying and crying while thinking about Jimin and how my life is horrible.

"There you are, I've been searching for you for a long time." I knew that I
Voice. It was Jimin.

"Go away." I said.

"Mina come on let's go home. Everyone is worried about you." Jimin said.

"They are? I can't remember the last time anyone ever said that to me." I said while my heart started hurting.

"Mina, you don't have to suffer alone. I'm here with you. Your not alone." Jimin kept comforting me.

"Jimin how I wish you knew what it was like to be me. I wish you knew how painful it is for me. I wish you knew all my pain but unfortunately I can't depend on you at all."

'Why, why is my heart hurting thing so much?' 

I stand up and I look at him. My eyes widen.

"W-where you guys listening to me the whole time?" I asked.

"Yes." My mom said and I look angrily at Jimin.

"I trusted you, I wanted to keep my feelings hidden away. I trusted you and yet you broke my trust." I said coldly to him. I passed him and as I was about to walk away he hold my wrist and he pulls me back.

"Mina it's better to tell your feelings than to keep it inside." Then he did something I never expected him to do. He kissed me and everyone saw it.

I tried pushing him away but he was holding me strongly. So I just stayed there doing nothing.

But maybe Jimin is right, maybe telling my feelings is better than not telling anyone at all.

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I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for not updating faster. I've been really busy with school and stuff so I don't have the time to update but I promise I'll try to update faster.