Bullied By Cashew

Chapter 9

The next day came and I was planning to confront nash and Matt. I was really nervous because ik that I'm cams girlfriend now but still they never really said sorry or really talked about it or to me. I left a note in matts locker. The note said "I need u and nash to meet me in the janitors closet on a floor down the hall in 1st period" as I walked away I looked back to see Matt open locker. I quickly hurried to 1st period. I asked if I could go to the bathroom. Mrs.brander said yes. I grabbed the pass and left. I soon walked to the janitors closet to be greeted by nash and Matt. "Guys I need to talk to u about something" "ok" they both said in Usin. "Ok well I don't know what is up with u guys always giving me dirty looks when ever I'm with cam like what's wrong with u" I said they both looked at each other and Matt started to say " Cassie...... I don't know how to tell u this but u don't deserve cam he is just gonna break ur heart... U deserve someone better" "and that is exactly ?" "Me or nash?!?!" OMG I can't believe what I am hearing from them. "Whoa slow it down here do u guys have a crush on me?" "No said Matt " "we love u". Memories from when cam said that he loved me floated back into my mind. I didn't want to act like I did before so I calmly said " guys u know I'm with cam and that I love him u can't have me fall for 3 guys and have to chose one that's imposibal" "so u do like us" said nash... What was I going to do I did like then but I couldn't say that. " no I'm with cam" I said and with that Matt kissed me passionately on the lips I dint know what to do so I kissed back and when Matt stopped nash kissed me roughly on the lips. They both smirked and I relized what just happend....I CHEATED ON CAM... I started tearing up and I bolted out the door and into the bathroom. I was fighting the erge to cut but I was being tented by my thoughts. "No no no ur not going to cut Cassie ur not" I couldn't believe that I was back to this stage of my life if it wasn't for me and that stupid note I wouldn't be in here and I wouldn't be cheating on cam..... I have to tell him before nash or matt bring it up. But the thing I just got I'm afraid that I just might loose before my eyes.