Dear diary,
Today was a hard day. The pain was almost unbearable. I couldn't get out of bed and I just wanted to die. I'm not used to sleeping alone quite yet. And because of that sleeping has been hard. It doesn't help that whenever I face that side of the bed, I can still smell hints of perfume. I can still hear her laugh. I can still feel her hands on me. I can still picture myself looking into her eyes. The eyes that once filled my body with butterflies. Now every time I look into them I see the pain I caused. The pain I swore I would never inflict onto her. I've asked myself over and over again, "why did I do that to her?" Why did I hurt the girl I loved the most? Several reasons pop into my head but none of them seem to matter. All that matters is that I made a stupid decision that I can't take back. I hate that I did that to her. I wished it never happened. I wish that I could take away her pain. But I can't. I can't and I'm so sorry about that. I love you, Leigh-Anne Pinnock and I am so terribly sorry.
Love, Jade
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Hey guys.
Sorry I haven't been updating. I've been having major writers block. But this nice little idea popped into my head since I am going through the same thing. I hope you guys liked this. It is something different than what I usually write. Anyways, peace out and have a nice day or night or evening.
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Leighade One-Shots and Drabbles 2.0
Fanfictionleighade is still the best ship. This is just a book for of ideas that didn't make it into the last one
