1D one shots

Niam/Narry

Third person POV

After the show Niall runs to the shared dressing room of all the lads and wipes the tears away before any of the other boys can see.

"Ni, are you crying?" Zayn asks.

Niall just shakes his head no and looks down to his hands.

"oh look, Niall is crying... again" Louis sasses.

"Niall, you have to tell us what's wrong" Liam says while rubbing Niall's back.

"NO! you guys always come to me! I don't want any of you to help me! I don't come to you for a reason" Niall says anger in his voice.

"We kinda came to the changing room not to you"

"LOUIS! shut up" Liam says "Ni, what is it?"

"nothing go do the twitter questions without me I'll be at the hotel" Niall the gets up and leaves the room.

ONE AND A HALF HOURS LATER

The rest of the boys finished the fans twitter questions and were heading up to their hotel rooms, but Liam went to Niall's instead to try and find out what was wrong.

Liam's POV

"Ni can I come in?" I knocks on the door.

No answer. I softy opens the door with the spare hotel room key and see Niall sleeping on the bed with snores leaving his mouth.

I look at the night stand next to Niall's bed, I would never read his diary but I wants to know what's up with my pal.

I flips open to the most recent page that was written in and read it.

'Diary I don't know what to do my feelings for Liam grow stronger each day. I love him! I'm IN love with him! I don't know what to do anymore'

My heart brakes, I'm the reason for my best friends pain. I'm not gay and I don't like Niall in that was hell if I was gay even in the slightest way I would go for Zayn, not that I would tell Niall that.

What do I do? do I wake him up and tell him I don't feel the same, should I walk out this room as if I was never really here?

"Li?"

I look over to see Niall waking up.

I stuff the diary under me between the sheets and my booty.

"Hey Ni, How are you?" I ask in a whisper.

"Better now you're here, cuddle me?"

"Ok Niall" I get on the bed and cuddle Niall, he's the little spoon and I'm the big.

"Liam can I tell you anything?" Niall asks in a small voice.

"Of course buddy" I encourage him to go on.

"Um... well like you know how I was crying?"

'Yea bud I remember" I smile softly.

"Well I'm going to tell you why, but you can't get mad or leave me as I'm saying it" he says and by his tone of voice Ni is very serious.

"Ok" I agree.

"I'm gay" he blurts out.

"That's cool Ni, I'm not ma-"

"And I'm in love with you" Ni finished.

Oh shit! what do I say?

"Oh" great that's what I say "um Ni I really care about and I love you but not... not like that" I feel Niall shaking a bit in my arms.

Niall gets up and walks to the chair in the corner of the room.

"HE LIED! HE FUCKIN' LIED!!" Niall yells and starts to pull at his hair. "HE SAID YOU WOULD FEEL THE SAME!!" by now Niall is full on sobbing.

"Who said" I ask.

"Harry! he said he could see how much you love me, but he lied!" tears streamed down Niall's face and I couldn't help but feel that I wanted to cry as well.

"That's why Harry didn't get mad when I was crying in the changing room, he understood what I was going through" Niall cried more.

I didn't know what to do. How am I supposed to help Niall? that's why I texted Harry to get to Niall's room right away to help him.

It took Harry 30 seconds to get here since his hotel room was just down the hall. Once Harry walked in I walked out.

It's been a year since Niall told me he loved me and I feel bad. Niall cried for 3 days and would leave his room for 3 weeks the only person he would let in was Harry.

Now I have to sit around and watch Harry and Niall cuddle because apparently they feel for each other over the time. Puff sure! I'm not jealous trust me in fact I think I might be grossed out, I hate seeing them kiss I think it's kinda wrong. But I would never say that out loud I care for my best friends and I'll stand behind them no matter what.

I'm just glad Niall found someone.