an old letter i wrote to you but you'll never read it. also, I might have to change some things in the letter because I wrote this back in January.
Dear Little blue boy,
hey there dude, it's me G. I just want to tell you that I moved on. see the reason is that I'm tired, I'm tired of having these feelings build up inside of me, I'm tired of getting hurt, tired of feeling confused, and I'm tired of you not caring about my feelings towards you.
Every time when I would see you, I get happy. you're the one that would light up my day; even though I know you don't feel the same when you see me.
I'm sorry, I'm going to say this but, you changed. you aren't the same boy I met two years ago. I really hate you have become. where's the boy that will sing until his voice cracked. where is he? he's gone. he's another person. he's someone that I don't know anymore. I know that you're going to say "I haven't changed." well, believe whatever you want but, you changed. I'm sorry. man, I really hate who you have become, I know I said it but, you know.
but, you know I still love you dude. even if you changed, I will always love you. I mean you are my best friend. I never told anyone about this but, you're actually the friend that I asked for. way back when I had no one to turn to, I would always write about how I wanted a friend that understands me, always there for me and someone who liked me for me. look I found you, dude. well, its more like you came to m. it's funny how we started talking. you're the only one that I could be myself around. I'm glad that we became good friends. I'll miss the old you but, he's gone forever.
~ G.xx
I wish I wasn't scared to show you this but, I'm scared to lose you. even though i already did.
YOU ARE READING
Dear Me,
Short Storyi added some entries from my journal in here. it's really weird to put it out there but, hey who really cares :/ this was all written in 2017. i was like 12 or 13 when i wrote all of this.
