Begginning To Love Another (7)

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(Jimins point of view)

We didn't end up doing it, instead she lay in my arms as we cuddled " sorry if I acted weird" she said making me giggle " princess it's alright...I don't mind..I love it and I love you...no matter how weird you are" I replied as a smile crept up her face...we stayed there together all day until she had fallen asleep...I sat up thinking about my dad...is he alright, did he take his medicine..my heart ached with the memory of my father coughing out blood.

(Your point of view)

It's been a month me and Jimin have been together now...we still didn't go far with our relationship, we kept a low profile but still I was happy...I loved every moment I spent with him. I was at home with Jin making dinner for the guys, my parents have gone on a holiday leaving me behind, everyone thought it was best if I stay with Jimin and Yoony but...I really didn't wanna be a bother so I stayed home, me and Jin have been the best of friends for he stays here..most of the time..he looks after me, takes me out and when Jimin comes he gives him a father pep talk, it's so cute...today everyone from BTS including Yoony have come for a sleepover, I couldn't wait, me and Jin were making dinner so when they arrive we could eat " HELLO!!!" We here Yoonys voice, I run up to her " YOONY!" I yell her name " hello..Ooo what's that smell" she asked breaking the hug and making her way to the kitchen " GUYS, EOMMA JIN MADE DINNER!!" Yoony yelled out and soon enough we were all eating " so how's it been" Jungkook asked me " it's been okay...boring but okay" I reply " where is jimin" I ask " oh his coming" Jhope replied...I was upset...I really missed him, not even a second later everything turned black " hello...who's there" I say " sshhh" the voice whispered covering my eyes " jimin! Is that you!?" I ask " how'd you know" he asked removing his hands " it's your presence" I reply " hello princess" he said pecking my lips " yah!! I'm eating...get a room if you wanna get all touchy touchy" Jungkook said making us laugh " have you guys seen Suga" RM asked " (sigh) he couldn't make it" Jin replied " why not" I asked " his been in bed all day, his too weak to even move...I asked him if he wanted me to take him to the hospital but he insisted on staying home" he replied making us all worried...especially me...I promised to look after him. We'd finish eating, I told Everyone I'll be out for awhile " baby but why?..where are you going" Jimin asked pouting..I just kissed him " I'm coming back" I reply...he let me leave as I asked Jin for Sugas address. Once I arrived his maid allowed me in " where is Suga" I asked " his asleep in his bedroom" she replied as I made my way there..I knocked when a voice was heard from the other side " Jin I'm not in the mood..get out before I get mad" he said making me chuckle " it's not Jin...it's me (y/n)" I reply..the door opened wide revealing Suga..he looks so tired " are you okay" I ask walking to him " no" he replied, he headed towards his bed " why didn't go to the hospital" I ask " there's no point...plus I hate it there" he replied " I can barely sleep at night from pain" he said..no wonder why he looks tired, I walked over besides him " let me help you" I said, I began to help with his headache by massaging his shoulders...he was getting tired so I ordered him to lay down " (y/n)..ahh!! AHH!" He started to scream " SUGA!" I yelled, I held my phone " don't worry I'll call the ambulance" I said, as I was about to dial the numbers " s-stop!" He said holding onto my wrist..I began to tear up " AHH!!" His scream we're getting louder " Suga!...please" I begged and began to sob " d-don't!" He called out as I dropped my phone, he Pointed to his desk were a box filled with pills can be seen, I handed him one as he took it, a few minutes later he calmed down " why!? Why would you do this!" I yell at him, he just smiled " I don't need them...I only need myself" he replied making me mad " NO!! YOU BEING BY YOURSELF CAN GET YOU KILLED!!!" I yell at him.

(Sugas point of view)

My eyes shot open, she began crying " BE WITH ME!" I yelled back as she stopped crying " w-what!?" She stuttered " BE WITH ME AND NEVER LEAVE MY SIDE!" I yelled back.. " but what's the point, Your with Jimin...if you wanna help me...YOU SHOULD'VE THOUGHT ABOUT IT BEFORE BEING WITH JIMIN!!" I yelled and left..I made my way to the bathroom and sat on the floor crying...honestly...I don't even know why I'm crying, I don't need her, I only need myself, fuck love, who needs it anyways..all it does is bring you pain...and I'm in enough pain to put up with.....love...stupid love...why did I even love you in the first place..

(Your point of view)

I'm sitting on Sugas bed crying...I can't be with you...I've made my choice to be with Jimin but why does it hurt...why does it hurt not being with you, what problem did I run into....I thought Jimin was the one for me but now...I'm starting to doubt our love for each other....I love you Jimin.....but I'm beginning to love another...I wanna help you Suga....I wanna love you too...

(Jin's point of view)

I was doing the dishes when (SMASH!) I dropped a plate as little pieces of glass scattered everywhere " IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT THERE!!" RM yelled " YES!" I replied and began picking up the pieces...my mind was on (y/n).....why though?....I've been thinking about her for the past week...shes been on my mind nonstop...do I...like her...no, NO! get that question out of your head...she's jimins girlfriend....a zero percent chance I could be with her and plus...I don't wanna break our brotherly bond...it's something I'll never risk leaving..

I know this Chapter was shorter but don't worry ma fam...I promise it'll get longer 😊😊

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