You decide to run back to your room. Not Levi's room, your original room that was assigned to you when you first came here and everything was simple. "Why did I have to start dating Levi?," you thought to yourself as you flopped down on your bed. The duvet was cold and you could see the dust particles fly off. The room felt so empty and lonely. The ceiling was tinted yellow and it smelled of moth balls. Your bunk mate wasn't there because she had died a long time ago. You didn't really like her, she was kind of stuck up, but when she died the room felt so weird. You haven't been in the room for so long. You forgot how empty and cramped it was. There where cob webs draped everywhere and the clocks had stopped working.
You finally decide to get up and stop feeling sorry for yourself. You head to the bathroom and wash your face because it was dry from the old tears. You look up at the cracked mirror from when you and Levi had an intense make out session. You remember it really well for some reason, probably because it was his first advance. He literally slammed you against the mirror whilst picking you up and setting you on the sink. You almost smile at the thought. But your realization of the situation slams you back down to earth.
You head back to your room and start to clean up some random things laying about. You start to think that you've developed some of Levi's cleaning habits, you just can't stand the mess. Now you chuckle at that thought.
Now that the room is relatively tidy. You go back to the bathroom. You want to do something dramatic. But you just stand there, looking at yourself and the mess your in. Since when did it become so hard? Your head droops down and you pick it up with your hand, dragging it through your hair. That's it! Dramatic.
You run back to your room and pick up the scissors that where conveniently placed on top of the desk. You sprint back to the bathroom and start to snip off the ends. You scrunch up your face in determination and all of a sudden you chop off a long lock. A surge of excitement runs through you. Traveling up you spine and into your eyes. The fire was burning now and you chop the rest off.
Your hair is now currently in the sink and the rest on your head. Just passing your ears. It looks really messy but suits the way your life is going right now. You put the utensil down and go back to just staring realizing that you just temporarily went crazy. You laugh and then put your head in your hands and just think about what the hell your doing with your life.
You decide you don't want to be alone right now and sneak out in to the hallway, heading towards Levi's chamber. You push the doors open and for once don't see him at his desk doing work.
You go into the bedroom portion of his big room and sure enough, there he was. You could see his bare back and headed towards the bed. You thought of his warmth and how he hugged your waist so carefully. You crawled up to him and got under the covers. He woke up slightly and opened his arms to you. You both lay there in silence, appreciating each other's company.
He turn to you noticing your wet tears because you had started crying. He kissed you forehead and whispers sweetly to you, "I love you."
All you could manage to do is nod and just like that, sleep consumed you, in a dark room with the only light being Levi.
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Pregnant Reader X Levi - Shape Me
FanfictionYou love him, but can't bring yourself to tell him and regret it all in the end.