"How we met? We met because I loved him too easy, I didn't know a thing about this man not even his favorite color.. Stupid? Very but during these times you just want somebody to love you.. What does love feel like? Well I don't know I just love'd how he was infatuated with everything about me. I never thought I would end up like this, I thought I would go to college and get my degree and make something of myself. He set me up.. he set me up to chop up drugs, become a porn star, work on corners. Hell where did all the money go? Where did he go? He left me for somebody else because I wasn't good enough, I don't see how.. I was down to ride and everything but I guess that wasn't good enough." I said to the lady sitting across from me. She looked at me uneasied, don't think it's weird she talks to me everyday she wants to learn what it's like for me to living in these conditions. "Well baby you should get a job and turn your life around prostituation isn't the way you should live your life. Your a grown ass woman you shouldn't have put him first instead of yourself." I looked down maybe she was right I am a grown ass woman, before I even noticed she wiped my tear," Thanks Ms. Debra maybe your right, I should've been fixed this after all he's gone..". Her stop came up she stood up from the bus and smiled at me getting off. I sat there and thought for 20 more minutes about what I was going to do next. My phone rang, I looked at it uneasied and answered." Hello?.. yes this is Zahria Williams. Oh thank you.." I ended the call it was for the job I applied for a couple weeks ago. They told me I got it. I got off the bus and started walking towards my house. I don't have much but it's what I can afford for right now. I unlocked the door seeing my bestfriend waiting for me." Heeey bestii.. where did you go?" Jessie calm down I went go get milk I laughed". Bitccch where tf is it then wit cho lyin ass." Shit I forgot it on the bus I stopped laughing and looked her. She sat up and looked at me " it's okay we probably didn't need it." You know I be trying Jess I talked to Ms. Debra she helped allot and I got the job at the strip club." She grabbed a cig off the table and sighed."Zahria you know I'll take extra shifts you don't have to keep doing this to yourself." Bestfriend I know.. you can't do this by yourself I'm a grown ass woman and I need to step up don't worry about me. She gave me a look as I went to my room I went to bed knowing I was going to need my energy for tonight.
2 hrs later I woke up with a attitude because lord knows I don't want to do this but shit I need to get my coin. I got into the shower for 20 minutes, I brushed my teeth did my makeup and decided what I wanted to wear for tonight while playing cardi b money on the speaker. I decided on a strapped ice cream bralette and a see through maxi skirt to match. I took a picture and posted it on the gram.
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I scrolled for a few more minutes before getting up to talk to Jessie. I walked in her room and jumped on her bed." Hoow I look bitchh." She covered her mouth and started snapping pictures."bitccch you is baddd Zahria omgg." I giggled and gave her a look, the look that she know I need a ride she huffed and got up grabbing her keys , I smiled while getting my gym bag and going to the car. We arrived I thanked her and told her to come get me when I called I walked in automatically smelled weed and alcohol. I was greeted by the house mom." you must be Zahria." I nodded she shook my hand and gave me my stripper name "winter" she introduced me to the the few who were in the locker room everybody was somewhat nice and greeting . Where Chile lets see how this goes.
