I'm sorry, I'm sorry

I told you I'm not okay...

     Hi, I'm Shadefur, but you can just call me Shade. I live in a nice house. Isolated in the forest with my half siblings, my dad, and my step-mother. let's just say I'm not really noticed. I have my ups and downs. I have some problems with me. I guess I'll just tell you the story. It all started a few years ago.

     "Dad do we have to move?" I asked my father, who was packing all my stuff into boxes. He's a big, dark goldish yellow bunny with half of his ear missing because of an accident before he even had me. 

     He looked at me with his silver eyes, which were so light that they sometimes blended in with his eye whites. Making him look pretty creepy "Shadefur, we have to move Suki doesn't want to be in this apartment especially sense she's pregnant with twins. It's just to small for a family of five." He told me going back to packing my stuff. 

    "What about Mom and sister?"

   My father sighed, "You'll still see your mother every other weekend, as for your sister. Well, she has a job and her own apartment now, so I don't know about her, but I'm sure she'll come to visit you as much as she can." He went on to pack another box. " Help me out, Shade."

    "Hey, Dad," I said as I got off my bed, for the last time. "Is Springtail okay you sounded a bit sad when you started to talk about her." My eyes widen as a thought came into my head. "Is Ghost okay?"

    All my father did was look down at the box he was at. Finally after a long moment of silence he spoke, "Ghost is okay. She's currently with her father, but your sister." I can tell he was trying to hold back tears. "She died in a car accident not to long ago. I'm sorry, Shadefur."

    All I could do was sit there and stare at my father. His eyes met mine. I told him to finish packing, and that I had to go to the bathroom. Really all I did in there was tell myself that it's okay, but my mind told me that I wasn't okay