*time skip of a few months*
• brielle •
on a non surprising remark i grew to the liking of trippie.
he grew more and more attractive as i lived with him
now sometimes he'd leave and id get scared, but then there would always be that feeling in me saying i missed him.
i guess you can i grew clingy, i was always by his side no matter where we went.
i grew closer to x and ski as well, amanda and ski well... started dating but on the low..
i think it's kinda cute, the way they flirt around.
x always making jokes and being a third wheel to them, sometime he come hang with trippie and i though
i think he be needing a break from third wheeling.
currently trippie was smoking his stress away
he's been stressing because of something with daniel and his ex.
i walked into his room and sat on the end of the bed.
i was slowly beginning to get used to the smell of the smoke, weed, whatever he called himself smoking
"i'm sorry, i forgot you was here babygirl"
i gave him a reassuring smile and walked over to him.
"it's fine, you do you"
he took another puff of his cigar
i pulled myself into his lap and laid on his chest, this was a sign i was falling for the kid
i'd just randomly want to lay on him
he sat up a little, i adjusted myself as he was sitting up
after awhile of laying on him i took my head off of his chest and looked at him not saying anything.
watching him put the cigar on his lips and then blowing the smoke the opposite way from me was something i adored him for
he tried to adjust to thing i wasn't used to, but then it's the same thing for me. i had to adjust to many different things.
he held the cigar away from him, i reached for it and he gave me a glare
"i wanna try" i whined he chuckled
"you gone hurt yourself"
"pleaseeee" i putted sticking my bottom lip out.
he handed me the cigar, i held it like how he does and put it to my lips.
taking a puff and handing it back to him i blew the smoke to the opposite of him.
soon i felt the need to cough, i then began coughing a lot and really hard.
trippie was laughing at me, and i crossed my arms pouting still coughing.
"you thought you could do it huh"
i grabbed the cigar trying again, i blew the smoke in his face and laughed afterwards.
he smacked my ass causing me to whine.
"staawwwppppp, that hurts"
"don't do that ever again" i rolled my eyes continuing to take a few puffs of this boy cigar
before you knew it i couldn't stop laughing.
i looked at trippie face and started drawing shapes on it.
"you look like a square trippie" i laughed really hard afterwards
all my laughing caused me to move around a lot, i felt trippie's friend poking me.
i got off of him pointing at it.
"hey, get your friend"
"you made my friend like that you kid"
• trippie •
i stopped thinking so i could get out of this mood i was in.
"you so fineeee" brielle began running her fingers on my face.
"your high bri" i chuckled
"i may be high but i know my feelings"
what is she trying to say?
"bri, your high stop"
"trippie, michael, whatever you'd like to be called at this moment. i'm deadass"
"your deadass what brielle ?"
she grabbed my cigar taking another puff of it before opening her mouth
nothing came out, she just sat there with her mouth open
she took another drag of the cigar, a few more actually
i took it away from her, her eyes were bloodshot red
"m-michael, i've fallen for you"
i tried not to believe a word that left her mouth, you think i'm about to set myself up to get hurt again ?
look stupid again ?
i pass on that shit, we just gone have to chill like we been doin.
"t-trippie ?" she was unsure of everything, she doesn't know what she's talking about
she's high, for her first time obviously, but no she's lying.
"bri your high, you don't know what your talking about okay. just shut the fuck up"
she frowned, i could see the hurt in her eyes.
she got up off the bed, she made her way to the wall and lead herself out of the room.
• • •
i had been thinking of what she said.
it had been stuck on my mind.
i couldn't stop think of her.
"m-michael, i've fallen for you"
it repeated in my head, the way her voice said my name.
i pulled out my phone checking the time, it was 3:57.
i got up out of the bed walking into the living room, brielle was asleep on the couch.
i watched as her breast heaved up and down, her breath going at a steady pace. i picked her up and took her to my room, i laid her on the bed putting the blankets over her.
she got comfortable in the bed and then fell back asleep.
i guess i can say i've fallen for her too, but i can't admit that to her face
i can't admit that to anyone, i'd be setting myself up
