explaining my depression

Explaining My Depression:part 2

I was in class this boy I've liked for awhile asked me out let's just say his names zac, so zac asked me out like ofc I said yes I gave him my number. Later that day after school he text and asked if I wanted to meet him at his and we could watch a movie so ofc I went I spent ages picking out the right clothes,. In the end I chose ripped jeans and a see through top with a pink Sports bra underneath, when she arrived he was waiting out the front we went in onto his bed and started watching Alice through the looking glass Abt half way through the movie he leaned over to his draw and pulled out soem sachet I didn't really take notice he asked if I wanted some cola I say sure while he was gone I just imagined our kiss but little did I know that kiss wasnt gonna go how I planned, so I drank it ig I was sleepy all I could see was blur as zac, my date started to feel my tits I was slurring my words as I tried to get away then next thing I know I woke up sore in my privates and in an alleyway it wasn't that far from my house but I didn't go home I realised I had been raped by him I cried for wat felt like days, afew hours later I walked home and told my parents I was sad and in pain they gave me a cookie and said it will make me feel better