Meds Needed

First month of summer

It's the first month of summer, i'm all ready getting my long sleeves ready to wear. People always question my mental stage.Its amazing because how are they getting my mother to believe that i'm crazy. I'm beginning not to trust to my mother. She's always yelling at me and my bother, Maddie, who's only in third grade. She mainly screams "Eleven and Maddie stop fighting." After she's done yelling at us for fighting. I go into the bathroom and cry for a while, then begin to cut my wrist. I try to get rid the pain by taking pills that my boyfriend,Jackson, gave me. He takes them also but for different reasons. If Jackson doesn't take the pills he'll start to cry until he's red. I caught Maddie trying to kill himself once before, it changed my perspective of his ability. Maddie has caught me taking the pills multiple times. He tells me that drugs aren't good to take. Speaking of drugs, Jackson is trying to make me try this new drug he is doing called cocaine. I heard that many people have died from that drug, lately. I have been wondering if i should do it or not.I not very social, i'm what you call antisocial. I hate any and everything. My therapist said i should get a emotional support animal.She was thinking of a husky or a black cat.

                                                                                                                 I will hate you,Eleven