My Gangsta

I never thought I'll be having a gun to my on lovers head and he'll be doing the same but I guess I was wrong. As I stand here with a gun pointed at my head a tear falls down my face as I thought "how the hell did I let myself fall in love with a north sider?" "How stupid of me?!"  I heard the gun click as if he was about to shoot...and I quickly clicked mines...I thought he was just a...boy...but he wasn't he was the love of my life and also the man I gotta kill...Thats the rules a blood can't fall in love with a crip...And I managed to be the one who broke that rule....how did I possibly fall in love with a crip...How was I do stupid?