Escape (skytato)

chapter 1

my name is tyler and im anitsocial.....i live with my dad in this ugly white wooden two story house in elm street my dad jeff always bullies me whenever im asleep he would come home drunk out of his mind and start beating me for no reason... but one night he went crazy and pulledca nife on me and stabbed me in my heart! i lived but ever since that night on December 1, 2009 i never spoke another word........as for my dad hes in a mental hospital in Minnesota.

i sat in my liveing room just stareing at the front door with the cold air comeing through the bottom i hadn't blinked for 5seconds, 10 hours and 1minute  the house was silent with no humans in it just me tyler a speechless kid. a car passes by my house as i look to see theres a lot of snow outside and today is December 1, 2014   9 years after that night. i walk up to the bathroom with my hoodie on my head even tho its awfully warm  i enter the bath room and slowly close the door and lock it.

i take off my jacket and roll up my sleeve on my right arm. i open the medicine cabinet and pull out a sharp like nife blade! i take one last look at my self and pull down my shirt collar and look at the big scar right on my heart i sit in the corner of  my bathroom i hold out my arm put the blade on my arm and make a quick cut into my flesh.  the blood starts dripping down my arm and lands on the floor i start cutting again this time i make an even deeper cut i start breathing heavily cause the pain is unbearable more blood stars gushing out.  i make on last cut on arm but this time i just  slice my self real quick and throw the blade against the wall leaving splatters of blood.

i take my clothes off and turn the shower on and turn the water to cold i get in and instantly i feel this chill rub down my back from the freezing water i close my eyes and think to myself where did my life go wrong?

how did i end up like this?

where does this road lead too?

and is there a light at the end of the tunnel?   i get out of the shower and wrap a towl around me i stare into the mirror and i feel a tear run down my cheek i lick my lips as i stare down at my fresh cuts my eyes start to water up as i start getting this weird feeling?

why cant everthing just be fine? i say

why cant i have a happy life?

how come i have to be depressed all the time? i say to my self

maybe im not meant to be here on earth?

..................?? those where the first words that i have ever said in 9 years!  i look at the wall in the bathroom not blinking again. i get up and start walking slowly through the dark hallways of my house sliding my fingers across the wallpaper i stop in the middle of the hallway i see this door at the end of the hallway i walk up to it i touch it its cold but the door nob is warm?

i lye down on the floor next to the door. i close my eyes.........and fall into a deep soundless slumber

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