Carter's POV
I was just about to take a shower when Matt walked into the bathroom. "Yes Matt" I asked a little annoyed but when I turned around he was naked. "Dude put on some clothes" i said covering my eyes but really I didn't want to because I may have a little crush on him. "Come on don't act like you don't like what you see come get in the shower" he said so I quickly walked into the shower and turned around so he wouldn't see any of my scars on my stomach. He started to turn me around yes we are used to doing this but I just recently started to cut and I don't want him to see the cuts. "Bb what's wrong" Matt asked with a concerned voice. "Nothing why" I asked scared. "Why won't you face me" man he's gonna see them. "Fine" I turned around and close to him so he wouldn't see my cuts. "What's up with you" he asked kinda weirdly.
Matt's POV
Carter was acting really weird in the shower and I was a little worried because we tell everything to each other and know he's hiding something from me. So I grabbed his shoulders backed him up and asked him "what's wrong" he just put his hands to his stomach and I took them away and saw fresh cuts! "Carter why" I said on the verge of tears. "Because everyone hates me" he said that and I pulled him close into a hug. "Nobody hates you why would you say that", "because nobody likes me and I just feel lonely I want a boy- girlfriend" was he about to say boyfriend, is he gay? "Were you gonna say boyfriend" I asked shocked because was always a ladies man. "I'm gonna go to bed" and with that he got and went to his room. Yes we have an apartment together. Maybe I should tell him I like him, scratch that love him. But I'm scared he doesn't like me back he knows I'm gay but he doesn't know that I like him.
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Okay so sorry this was short
I'm out and I quickly made a chapter for you all
But I will update tomorrow
Bye, love you all
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