Society Killed The Teenager

YOUTH

Hi

By the time your reading this i will already be gone

Death? Ran away? Kiddnapped? Or just not mentally here?

Now that my friends are questions i cannot answer because right now i dont even know

But i would love to find out.

But before i can actually get into that, i have to tell my story first because ya know

There cant be a suicide without a note...

Now disclaimer in my story im not blameing anyone for anything

or whatever my end result may be.

Now for my name, my name is victoria faith waters i dont really use my last name

But i guess its only right for you guys to know since i am telling you my life story

I am currently 19 going on 20 actually but to start this story im taking you

Way back to when i was lets say 10 to when my life started fucking up

Or my parents and when i started fending for myself.

Yes typical drug addict parents with an innocent daughter we get the drill right?

Well my parents got me taken away i went to a foster home, now by that time i had my first phone

But when i got there i got my phone my very first phone taken away cause i was

"Too young" to have a phone

I couldnt watch tv, curse, hang out with friends, any of the normal kid stuff

I did chores and prayed every night now me personally i dont believe god

But i do think there is a greater power than us like maybe our prayers are going somewhere

But its not going to the person we think its going too.. Ya catch my drift?

Well enough about my beliefs and such lets get back to whats imporant

Meeeeeee haha

Yea i was basically living in a christian household which was not fun at all

I wanted to be a normal kid again

And then i started school didnt help that we lived in the rich side of chicago

And just because my foster parents did not like me i had to go to school with the

"Crack head kids" on the south side

Hey look it wasnt my fault wanted to fuck up at life so why do i have to be punnished

Oh well what say did i have in it anyways i went to the school.

Being greeted as " hey your the new girl" was something i really wasnt used too

Shit talking to people was something i wasnt used too

I was a very shy girl in my old school i only had like 5 aquaintences

I was alone and i liked it that way, didnt get into much trouble

Which made my life a whole lot easier

How did i get so outgoing now?

Lizzy reinhart is the reason why i actually have "friends"

When in reality she was the only person i felt connected on a spiritual level with

She used to be one of those rebel kids that like to go to the bathroom during lunch and smoke ciggerettes soon i caught on the habit on doing it too

The only time i actually felt normal...

happy even