The Untimed Moments

First Love never Dies-------EHEM!!

CHAPTER 5

FATE

I don’t really understand how she do her work (yes, for me it’s a she), you know? Intertwining two people’s life, creating a PERFECT timing for each other, and sometimes controlling them.

Some people that I knew and true life stories that I have read, saying that FATE brought them together, blah blah blah. . .

And yes, I admit that it bring some good happiness for other people. The thing is we sometimes doesn’t believe in it and those people who believe is being vaguely given hints of her power. But the people that don’t believe in her is the one who she really playing or working on! Like come on!

That’s not what it should be! Unfortunately FATE is just a b*tch for me..

Why do you think I say something like that? because of my current situation..

Sighhhhhh. .

So, here it is..

Standing at the front is my lost love. .my long lost first love to be exact.

I suppose to be immune already at this scene...curse this sleeping bitter feelings!

Imagine how I really react in the past? I barely even listening to everyone, it’s like I turn the mute system in my mind.

You may think that I’m just overreacting, but phew! I will enlighten your mind mates, I will tell you the my real story..

So, before I enter high school, cupid has used his arrow at some point in me.
It’s started as a huge crush then led to this what you called puppy love..

We met at the district sports contest where all of the public school in the area are required to attend. We held the event at the popular school in our place.

I am a chess geek and he was a popular table tennis player.

During that day, I was just spacing out and looking around the area amaze by its wideness very different from my school.
It’s the opening day and all school is at the ground listening to some speech.

Until I saw a tall, brown hair, deep eyebrows and doe eyes, charming smile kind of a guy who is bringing the goblet of fire, running towards its destination.(It’s the same ritual during Olympics)

Do you know the feeling of having as slow motion moment? Where your eyes just zoom in around at him, sparks and butterflies filled you stomach? Just like the hair commercial you’ve seen on tv?

That kind of moment..

Yeah, that’s what I’ve experienced at that time.

And BOOM! I’ve been struck by lightning and taken my interest at that guy..

And such events happen again, we meet again, try to get info(I know some of you can relate at this). Until such time I tried to have a courage to talk to him. But I was eaten by my shyness and insecurities  when I learned more about him being the talented, son of a principal, popular, friendly and average intelligent kind of guy.

I proceed to other kind of way, advice by my friend who is his junior at their school.

Sending love letters. .

I know, it is like an escape route, which makes me a coward.

But what can I do? I was devoured by insecurities.

And the most embarrassing moment of my life begun. .