The Traumas of my life

Chapter 1: The Beginning Of A NightMare

Everything Started When I was 5 years old, my mother started dating this police officer. i've been trying to remember good memories with him.. but sadly i cant think of any.. All i can think about is how much he hurt my sister, my mother and i. Our life with him was like hell....

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He's daughter Daniela, was 4 years old when she moved with us.. Of course little kids do sneaky stuff, one day she painted the refrigerator with crayons/markets. When her dad got home the babysitter told him that Daniela did that, he got really upset and he called my sister and I. He asked who did it? I said I did crying..

He grabbed me by my hair and pull me over the floor.. He hit me so hard, leaving bruises on my legs and arms.. I held my tears in because I know if he hear me cry he would hit me harder... He made me clean the refrigerator.. My mother never found out about that day..

One day I was in my room with my sister, I heard someone crying and screaming, I went out of my room to see what was happening. The screaming and the crying was coming out of my mom rooms, her room had this little hole were you could see everything from the outside in. I went and got near the hole... There it was my stepdad pointing my mother in the head with his gun... That scared me so much I couldn't believe I was seeing I screamed " NOOO" he opened the door and grabbed my ear.. He said "what the hell were you doing spying on us?" "You little devil!" You deserve all this.. ¡slap! He slapped me 4 times I bleed from my lip... He grounded me for a week.. The only thing I could do was go to school, come home, go to my room, and if I was thirsty or I needed to use the bathroom I had to wait till dinner..that happened for the whole weekend..

One day I hear something and it was my mother and my stepdad screaming at each other he hit her, and with a metal sort of cup he broke my mothers chin, she was bleeding.. She left he house to the hospital, so we were alone with him in the house.. He was drunk..around 1 am my mom came home, he was waiting for her to come home he said "I'm sorry,, I love you". My mother forgave him..

I was so mad at her and him I was mad with the entire world...

When on Sundays my mother would take my sister and I to my grandmas house, every-time she saw our bruises, she asked what happened? We always said " we felt or just give her any lie" but she never believed us...

Well I guess I was living in hell right? Lol

My life was crazy at that time I just felt like killing myself, I know I was just a kid but trust me I know what was happening.... I was in a house where my mom didn't give a shit about me or my sister, and my stepdad was a piece of shit with us! I hated him, and the entire world...

All I wanted was some love, from my mom but she was too busy loving someone that didn't care about her daughters.. She didn't know the damage they were causing my sister and I..

I remember in school when they had special events my mom wouldn't go... And I remember seeing all my friends and kids with their parents... Yes it was sad.. I just hated everything and I still do..

* while writing this I'm crying.. It's so hard for me to remember all this*

Well one day I don't remember what I did wrong, and my stepdad grounded me. So my babysitter wanted me to go with her to the store to buy "tortillas". That day my mom was home and he also was there..

I asked my mom if I could go she said " yes Hun you may go". When he saw I was getting out of the door he grabbed my hair and pulled me back inside he slapped me and said" where do you think your going? I said " asked my mom for permission okay!" " he hit one more time and said " you didn't ask me, I'm the one you need to ask your mom's opinion doesn't matter in here okay!" My mom saw That at the beginning she ignored it, but after she saw that he pushed me and I felt on the floor, I started bleeding from my mouth. Then my mother stopped him and told him, that he wasn't my father, why he treated us that way? They got in a big fight.....

He told my mom to leave the house.. So my mother started to look for a house..

' yayy' we found a house, we were ready to move... At night when we were waiting for the truck I come and pick our stuff up.. My stepdad just left the house like nothing...

Thank god we left that house of hell.. We were in our new house..

Ohh it felt so good to be away from all that...

But that was only for a while...

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