Jisung P.O.V
It's saturday night and I'm waiting for Jeongin and Seungmin to come over so we can go to the movies
When they arrived we made our way to the cinema,there were the guys and...Oh man holy shit!Minho.Why does he look so..perfect?! HSJJSHHAJ
We introduced ourselves to each other and when the movie finished we decided to go out and eat all together
I had a great time even though I didn't really talk with Minho but at least I was around him and I was able to steal a few glances
Minho P.O.V
The guys and I went to the movies but there were gonna be three other boys to be joining us.When they came you know the usual we introduced ourselves to each other and stuff
But there was one of the guys I believe his name was Jisung?Or whatever,he kept staring at me the whole time
Should I think it's cute or...creepy?I mean okay he is cute but I don't even know him so I'll probably ignore him at school as I always do with everyone because of my secret...
I think I'm bisexual(?)...idk girls are too annoying some times while guys be chilling.However nobody knows that because I don't seem like it,I guess I'm too hot for them to consider me liking men
I don't even know who I am.I just...I am: NOT me.Not sure why but I don't get the point in life
We all are gonna die one day why do things matter so much?What's love even?I've only been through depression...oof sad
I always seem happy to others and make them smile or have a great time because I just...I don't have that.I go through so much pain then hide it with a smile so nobody would assume that I'm hurt
I'm scared to get closer with boys,it is wrong,right?what?Oh my god I don't even know.It should be normal it is the 21st century but people think it's sick to love someone with the same gender as yours.Why is it such a big deal?
And here I am again drowning in my own thoughts,always ending up thinking about life in the midnight.Having insomnia again,wow the best thing ever,proud of me
Awkward silence filling my room while I'm figuring who I truly am.I still haven't figured it out I might even be asexual.It's just so perplexing,I don't wanna deal with it anymore
Nevermind I'll just try to get my mind out of it and get as much sleep as I can,tomorrow going through the exact same thing again like a deja vu
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Till the next chapter ♥
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One Class Apart | Minsung
FanfictionIn which Jisung's a new transfer student 5 seconds only in in his new high school and has already changed his mind about love from the first sight... (completed)
