11.11.2021 | 11.11 pm | 17 years old
dear diary,
it's been 5 years. 5 long years. i almost forgot about this tradition today.
before he left, dad always said that he was proud of me - for being the strongest girl he has ever known.
i didn't cry when he just disappeared one day.
i didn't cry when i got pushed over by one of the boys in class.
i didn't cry when i got bullied for my style of dressing.
but somehow, every single tear that i had shed, they were because of him.
johnny, i've loved you for five years, but you are so f**king blind.
i can't take it anymore.
why am i even trying so hard to catch your eye, when all you ever do is hurt me over and over again?
i'm done trying to force something that will never work out.
i've realized, after being so dumb, that we were just not meant to be.
today, i'm going to leave you in the past.
i'm going to stop.
stop being so crazy for you.
after all, you are just going to become a sweet memory after a long time.
mackenzie
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