letters from jessica.

daniel.

Dear my Danny,

Where do I start?

Certainly we have been on a really long journey together, since... Junior year.

You were my first kiss, first boyfriend, and the first person I trusted you with my life.

I remember the nights when I would cry myself to sleep because my father wouldn't come back for me, or when my mother would be working late, or when I have a fight with Tessie.

You were always there, for me.

But everything changed.

You had to kiss Mona? You really had to? The girl from the cheerleading team?

While we were together.

Danny, you shattered me.

I cried for days non-stop, I had been depressed because there was no one who would sing me to sleep.

I remembered when I was at the corner of the hallway, and you came up to me and asked if you could borrow my pencil for maths class, and I was in huge awe because I was the nerd and you were the jock.

I remembered when I got a makeover and stuff because I was trying so hard to get to the cheerleading team for you.

I remembered those endless nights where I would tutor you on trigonometry.

I remembered when you tried so hard to ask me out on a date.

I remembered when you are trying to get rid of that... player facade everybody talked about.

I remembered when you are convincing your parents that you'd rather become a singer than a football player, and that you would complain about how they wouldn't want you to be one.

I remembered all of them because I love you so much.

I loved you so much, I loved you to Pluto and Back, I loved you until my very last breath, I loved you enough to help convince your parents that you were destined to be a singer.

And now your at Julliard.

And you broke my heart by going off with Mona.

It killed me.

I wondered what I had left to live. I was mad at you for such a long time, I couldn't even explain.

Was I not good enough for you?

Was I too bad for you?

However, no matter how much you hurt me, or no matter how many times I would be mad at you, I will always love you.

Even if you don't love me back.

I hope we see each other in the next life,

Give me roses, okay?

Mathlete girl.