Rivals~fillie

chapter 3 sort of

That Thing

It's about time I tell you what that thing was.

We were freshmans.

The year where you try to fit in with others.

2nd week of school.

Finn was mad at me...really, really mad at me.

I was mad to, mad at myself

I had been helping Finn with homework and I thought it was funny to make fun of his grades.

I don't know why, I knew he struggled with school and I helped him.

But what I had said was rude. I had said...

"Really you still don't get this? Your 15 not 5 finn what are you mentally slow?"

I hurt his feelings bad but it's when he told the truth.

He had been diagnosed with a learning disability.

And I had no idea.

I deserve what he did I guess.

The next day I went to school everyone was around my locker

I shoved a couple people out the way to see what was going on.

A bunch of words written in sharpie saying...

 Mills is a slut, whore, and a backstabbing bitch

 (don't ask me how they fit it on the lockers idk)

Finn. It was Finn Wolfhards handwriting.

The whole school knew about it.

I went home crying that day, Sadie and Maddie helped me get through it

So that's why I changed

Because of Wolfhard

But what he did to me was way worse then what I did to him.

Yet we both haven't forgiven ourselves for it...or each other.