Not Good Enough?:By Angela Acharya

Fake love

This took place 7 months ago...

               Taehyung came in my room 2 days before the day, the day we would get married. He had a blank expression. He looked at me and signed told everyone to leave and then came close to me. I had no feelings for him so I pushed him away because he was way too close to me for my liking. He then smirked, I was just about to yell at him to get the hell out when he suddenly said " don't worry I don't have any feelings for you ether, and if you do like me or have feelings for me then don't get your hopes up because I. Will. Never. Fall. For. You" he said and gave a disgusted face and just left.

             I would never like him. His attitude, is personality, and his sweet kind smile... it is all fake. He not actually like that, or at least he's not like that to me.

   But as soon as he left I was dumb founded. This boy has the nerves to come in my room and tell me what to do! I didn't like him but know I hate him!!!

            I wanted to get out of this contract!

           Oh I haven't told you about this contract yet have I. Well licensed up this contract I am taking about it  ruined my life! This contract is the reason I am marrying Kim Taehyung. Our grandparents had made this contract a long time ago. Me and Taehyung don't know why because our grandparents both past away and both our parents also don't know...Hell my parents didn't know I was getting married to someone until my grandma told them and handed the contract to my parents... before she died.

               But even if I did get out of this contract what would I tell my friends and family? It is not like I can just tell them that I broke the contract. I cannot tell anyone that I got married to Taehyung because of a contract! This contract says that only the two family's can know about the contract and if anyone From one of the two families told someone about the contract then the person person has to get arrested and face a life sentence in jail. Because this contract is a government recognized contract and you have to follow all of the rules because if they don't then not only
do they have to go through a life sentence in jail but their family also has to face a fine of $180,000 dollars!

                      *A little time later *

          I was deep in my thoughts  when the door swung open, my best friend Kim Choi had come ....

                   " you are such a liar!" she yelled at me " we have been friends for ever since we were little" she said ,I was confused, why was she in such a bad mood? " I hate you! why did think that I wouldn't find out" she was crying at this point she came to me a sat next to me on my bed she playfully slapped my arm. I was still confused..... what has gotten into her "Hayoon... did you really think o was not going to find out" I was worried know what has happened to her " find out what? Why are you crying? And what did I do wrong?" I ask with a worried face " YOU R-REALLY THOUGHT THAT I WOULD NOT FIND OUT THAT YOU AND T-TAEHYUNG ARE NOT ACTUALLY IN L-LOVE AND ARE ONLY M-MARRING
B-BECAUSE OF A STUPID C-CONTRACT!!!" She yelled at me I suddenly felt a hole in my stomach, at the moment when she was about to say contract I covered her mouth as I did not want anyone finding out that ..... she had found out about it
" pabo( pabo means stupid) why would you think that?" I said still trying to hide the fact that she was correct "stop Hayoon, stop trying to pretend, I know the truth of you and Taehyung!" as the last word came out of her mouth I felt a little ... I don't know what to say um well I felt a little guilty but I also felt better that someone knows the truth...the truth of me and Taehyung ... The truth that we are not actually in love ,the truth that this all is a fake, the truth that I am living in a lie, the truth that everyone I know I have lied to them about...this.

      " WAIT did she just say that she knows!!!  Park Hayoon why on earth did you tell her about you and Kim Taehyung!!!" it was my mom, what will I do? Wait no no no YES
SHE DID KNOW ABOUT ME AND KIM TAEHYUNG BUT...I WAS NOT THE ONE WHO TOLD HER SHE FOUND OUT HER SELF. And there is no rule in the contract that says that the person can't find out themselves...  " NO mom no I did not tell her she found out her self, I did not tell her!" I said " really? Park Hayoon you scared me thank god there is no rule in the contract  about this..... is there ???"
My mom asked, her question swallowed my soul ,Is there ? Is there ? Is there ? Is all I could here then I felt like I was sinking in a hole. What if there was?

             My mom took out the contract she was saying something I could not hear what she was saying, I felt dizzy her words still echoed in my head , is there? Is there ? Is there?, I  then heard the terrifying word that came out of my worried mother's mouth " there is...NOT!!!"  I felt like the biggest problem of my life had just gone away .

           But no my problem have just started, I am still getting married, I am still lying to everyone I know, and I am still live in A lie... a lie called life...and I don't know if I told you yet but my marriage is also a secret that the rest of the world can not know of because of Kim Taehyunh being in BTS the famous boy band, not that I want anyone to know. I am actually glad that no one know about this...
Marriage? No this lie, this lie I am living in!!!!

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(Remember this took place 7 months ago)

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🇳🇵💜 I really hope you guys like this also this is my first book on Wattpad so I hope you guys will like it THANK YOU FOR READING NOT ONLY THIS CHAPTER BUT ALSO THIS REALLY LONG AUTHORS NOTE 📝 😘😘😊😜😝😘💜💜💜💜🇳🇵