hi

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i may not be active till forever and idfc anymore but before i'll leave, i need to post this.

saintcam hey sof.

i read all your msgs and spam, and u have no idea how u make me feel so special and happy by just reading your msgs. so im living you also a message before i'll leave.

i posted this here and not in your msg board or pm because im afraid that u may reply and i will reply back for sure and i just can't let that happen bec everything will be fucked up

this may took long but who cares it's for u lmao JSJSJSKKSKSSKKS

first, sofhia, thank you. like i may sound so unfair because i gain lots of friends in this account and im only thanking you ooF but idfc anymore. you are my very first friend here in wattpad, and probably my last friend who stayed in me here. you gave me a lot of motivation, you gave me energy, you gave me inspiration, you gave me reasons to woke up each morning, you gave me determination to open up this account, you gave me basically everything. i like you from the very start, i really do. you're one of the persons who are really special to me and im really comfortable with. and i feel so bad that i just met you here in wattpad and not irl.

second, sorry. i just felt the need to say sorry. as much as i feel so happy everytime you spam my mbs, i feel bad too bec i cant return it back to you. im trying to be active but. i just. cant. sorry. :)
one day, i may be back and maybe ill approach you in diff. account, diff site, diff world, who knows? you have no idea how sad i am for leaving you, but, i just cant stay here at the moment.

third, i may not be the type of person who is really expressive but i just want to say that i care for you. i really do. stop being insecure because im fucking telling you istg you are beautiful. you are beautiful inside and im v sure you are beautiful outside too. :) i have so many reasons to write why i love you. you have lots of friends who care for you and that is because you are beautiful. stop comparing yourself to others bec you are one of a kind okay? i know all of us have insecurities and im saying this for you to know and maybe someday you'll say "sof you should stop being insecure bec draco said you are beautiful" :)

lastly, sof, i like you. i really do like you like some sort of a crush or sum, and i know that you confessed to me that u like me too, and now im leaving. so, stop forcing yourself to unlike others bec no, you are not cheating PFFFT KSNSISNSKA i love you cutie and its not your fault to like someone else kasi nagsasawa ka na sakin or what. im not going to be mad to you and ill never be, bec just what i have said a million times ago, you are special to me. 

continue living without me. :)
it's okay. im just here, ill visit this account and ill always look at your spams and msgs at me.

but im not sure if ill reply to you bec im sure once i do that, i can never leave again.

i hope you are not crying while reading this.

happy new year.

:)

i love you.

stay sweet, awesome, adorable and strong hooman always :)))

:)))) stay safe. stay warm.

you'll be better when i leave right? i hope.

pls be good.

:))

i love you :(

sorry.

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